on a miserable thurs morning

what on earth am i doing on a public holiday which falls on this thurs morning.Getting up with a terrible headache plus a mood swing.I felt lonely this morning.everything seems grey.Lifeless as can be.anxiety to go shopping or a trip isnt rushing to my brain.i avoid letting ppl to know me Just in case!see what happens last time! ~it's history!~

i want to be a solid person.i want to live a happy life.stress free ! a life full of beautiful colours.

out to cut my hair.changes made to endure a better life.

chao~

danielle, ini kah?

This is what you're suppose to do. Answer everything, then tag 10 other people.

10 people you love. (excluding family members)

1.Low Wei Siong
2. Cherish Lim
3. Danielle Tong
4. Fyn Tong
5. Eunice Leon
6. Wai Ling
7. Melder
8. Ronnie
9. Jet
10.My manager (lol)

10 things you want to do before you die

1. Die in Wei Siong's arms
2. Travel the whole world
3. Be a rich lady and shop everyday =P
4. Be Wei Siong's MOST IMPORTANT PERSON in the world!
5. Own a business
6. Help the poor
7. Start a family with my hubby
8. Be a professional in travel industry
9. Be a model at times =P
10. Rare many kinds of ANIMALS!!!!

10 things you cannot live without
1. Handphone
2. Money
3. Credit Card under someone's name..haha(if only i have one)
4. Computer
5. My bed!
6. My Teddy bear!
7. Head and Shoulders (LOL but it's true)
8. Toothbrush(nonsense!)
9. my watch
10. my necklace given by my beloved

10 things you Love about your country
1. cheap food
2. cheap things
3. leng chais
4. no need visa to enter certain countries (LOL)
5. cute guys (like my dear)
6. ntg d leh...
7. NIL
8. NIL
9. NIL
10.NIL

10 bad habits
1. spend money like nobody's business
2. too kind to idiotic ppl
3. lau gai at my bf (haha)
4. Sleep with my hp
5. Need to finish all my work before i leave my workplace
6. Wash my hair everytime i bathe
7. Greedy (*wink)
8. Addicted to Hong Kong dramas
9. SHOPPING
10. Stubborn

10 attitudes that turns you off
1. Talk behind my back
2. Selfish
3. Liar
4. Stubborn
5. Sensitive
6. Don't appreciate me
7. Use me
8. Snobbish
9. Inconsiderate
10.Pretender

10 words to describe yourself. (5 good and 5 bad)
1. Loving
2. Kind
3. Caring
4. Romantic (LOL)
5. Positive
6. Sensitive
7. Stubborn
8. Negative
9. Revengeful(be careful..ngek ngek)
10. Greedy

10 favourite bands
1. nil
2. nil
3. nil
4. nil
5. nil
6. nil
7. nil
8. nil
9. nil
10. nil (coz i listen only nice songs )

10 most prized possessions
1. My boyfriend
2. My mother
3. My grandparents
4. My handphone
5. My job
6. My friends
7. Photos
8. Purse
9. Teddy bear
10. My watch

10 people to tag
1.Mun pui
2.Lay sin
3. Wei Siong( as if u will..hehe)
4. Mun Khea
5. Lay sin
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

After a long long day at work

I can see a thick layer of dust at all cupboards,floor and stuffs that's still laying in my room.This show how long i never clean my room nor touch my stuffs.Every weekend...i mean every SAT after work of a half day,you will definitely see me lying on my bed deadly as can be.I am too exhausted in work as well as amount of stress that i need to carry everywhere i go! Too many bookings i have made and too many deadlines that i need to bear it in mind,too many customers finding me and too many bookings that i need to follow up. Plus,i am in charged with USA tour and so i have to make sure everything go smoothly.Almost everyday i need to attend briefing! i need to do some studies and research in every part of the world...sounds interesting to me and i really love doing it but it's a hard work when u need to remember it and store it in my brain!
Oh well, at last i can get away from this hell for a few days..perhaps 4 days. Yipee!! Finally,i am leading tour to Bali next week! First time i am holding so many responsibilities... taking care a troop of monkeys through out the journey.I hope they are tame and not wild!! 53 people is a big group to me! Hopefully, i will get to learn more and make a successful trip.Wish me luck! i am counting on this trip so that i can lead more tour soon. BALI,here i come ! ! =)
HERE, i would like to wish my dearest best fren, Cherish Lim a very Happy Birthday! belated i shall say..hehe.sorry, i couldnt make it on ur birthday but i will be out tonight partying with u! yeah! I am happy !
I am so sorry to my dearest BF Wei Siong as i admit i have indeed neglected you these days. I hope u are not angry and upset with me! I am really trying to save money so i can go over to visit u! Thank you so much for the $$$ =P muaaaahhhh!!! i will spend it wisely i promise! I MISS YOU !!!!
Oh yessss...i really want to explode here..i really really hate my colleague who is sitting right beside me!! A very irritating personl!!!! Unhelpful and VERY SELFISH!!! i always helped you when u needed it and u nvr offer to help in return instead acting selfishly ! ! WTF ! Nevermind, i am kind and i will nvr want your help.geez,always borrow my things and lost it!!! always take my things like nobody's business! nvr return the things that he borrowed as well. Irritate me everyday!!! In addition, so #*$&(# snobbish..Think you got experience in tour then can show off that u are full of knowledge meh? BULLSHIT! like today, a walk in customer was served by him...and he introduce Morocco tour to the customer.Then,the customer asked.."where is Morocco?" AND he said it is in middle east!!!! i got shocked and i told him softly, it's in NORTH AFRICA!!! OMG! In return for my kindness, he insist that it's in middle east!!!!! and argued with me acting like he knows everything. NVM!! damn it! he should really go study the world map everyday! LAY UR EYES ON THE MAP DAMN IT! so unprofessional!! Dahlah his english like rubbish..always ask me how to reply an email and always use all the wrong VOCAB! said i stupid when i dunno the places name in cantonese or mandarin.IM ENG EDUCATED LAR DONKEY ! so snobbish!!!
* slap * destroy my day! argh!

I shall stop here today...lazy to type already...muahahaha... tata

ronnie's birthday

happy birthday ronnie!

me and birthday boy

group pic !

aivy,ronnie,me

me and gideon

me and ronnie

so busy

I am so busy lately.i don't even have the time to blog! The last thing i remember was celebrating ronnie's birthday which held in funa zushi japanese restaurant.we had a great time together and eating.i will upload pics later.hehe.
Now now...i wan to complain about work.im so stress of work!i dont have alternate saturdays off because it's peak season!argh...it's gonna be forever peak!This is because it's holiday now and then christmas..then chinese new year..and after that it's MATTA fair! exhausted!
I am now working in the tour department which sell tours(sales) and hopefully by half a yr to 1 yr i can lead tour to overseas.therefore,for those who wants to go for holiday..FIND ME!! hehe. but only overseas...i don't layan local =P i am also doing visa..multi task!! how tiring!!
Don't worry ppl..i am fine! i am still alive and will stay alive... =) im too lazy to blog..hehe..

to my dearie wei siong...I MISS U VERY MUCH!!! i will be in Dubai in no time! i promise! muaks!

moody

thanks for all the concerns from everyone!!i really appreciate it.. =) i think i will slow down blogging as i will be starting my new job on monday.it's a ALL time busy job ,ain't easy to be a tour officer.
moreover,im still in a sad mood... ='( hope it will go away soon.got to get used to it! im too sad to blog. take care ppl! i will be back when i get my 'mood' back *wink*

found 2 old pics..

fren's birthday..the one in the middle

not even you

U left me at home crying yet u didnt even care. hurtful words have been let out but yet u didnt even care. smses were sent out but yet u didnt even care and went to bed.
How can anyone go to sleep so peacefully without feeling any sadness?i dunno but myself..

i cried and cried but no one knows ..no one cares..
left alone in this corner of my room...

Perhaps i should juz let everything unsaid..

the going gets tougher

Let's talk about journey of life.well,my life is in a mess! sigh..i dont have a happy family back home.My dad is alwiz nuts and he is a real stingy person.moreover,he usually gets on our nerves.not usually but almost everyday.that really irritates me alot and i chose not to stay at home.
I grew up with my grandparents in Kampar and i really enjoyed my childhood life until i moved back with my parents.In the beggining,everything went well and we still have laughter and some fun back home.this ended few years back when i and my dad had a big fight and eventually,we din talk to each other until this very day.OH well,nvm that..that doesnt matters to me now.
My mom on the other hand is a very active women and a very ambitious women.She always have her plan for future and i hope someday one of her plan DO work out!(coz towards the end,her plan alwiz din work out) *tee hee hee*
i have a very low self esteem myself.i think im not good enough.i cannot compare to other ppl who are smart and have highly education qualifications.what i have?juz a diploma on international air transport and can only lead tour.nothing to be proud of at all.i dont even dare to let anyone know what sort of qualifications i have.im so shy to tell out.not even confident or happy with wat im having now.it's not that i dont want to study or being foolish on laziness..i juz dont have the chance to.THANKS to that evil grandmother(father side) saying tat gals don need to study so much and tat i will waste my father's money.WHAT THE HELL! hate all of them.doesnt make any SENSE!! May God bless them!(feel the sarcasm)

Now,my mom wants to migrate to US next year.i do not know whether this time will it be real or it's juz another fantasy or HOPE of her own.she asked me to plan and decide whether i want to follow her or roam this world by myself.i alwiz have those freedom.i am lucky to have those freedom to do anything i want or go anywhere i want or be anywhere i want to be.Is this an advantage or disadvantage??Sometimes,i juz wan to be a little girl where mummy decides everything for me,dont have to worry or stress on decisions that i have to make.anyway, we will see how things gonna be later and currently im busy preparing documents to apply for US visa.wish me luck for the interview. by the way..this is suppose to be a secret..none of our family members know about this.Dont let the cat out of the bag!!
Which part of US will i be?would it be MIAMI FLORIDA??Will this succeed anyway?Only God knows... =)

Have a nice day ppl...

appreciate it

i am so lucky to have u by my side tonight.i really appreciate it.u went to the cinema juz to get tickets for movie and Rush back to my hse to pick me up.then, rush back to the cinema to catch the movie.i was really down and feeling moody tonight but i felt better now.Thanks!! i do not know what more can i say or do to let u know how grateful i am to have u tonight...

finally i found something i like - WoRkInG

MATTA fair has juz started today and i was helping out in the tour department.the blardy phone rang NON STOP! geez! i thought it would be better staying in the office rather than in PWTC.i was totally wrong! sweat...the file for the fare list and package list was so thick! i did not attend the briefing and i was so blur..0 knowledge on those products.Fortunately,i managed to handle all the customers. =) Instead,i really enjoy my work today.planning tours for couples,groups and old ppl.this is the first time im having this feeling of joy + satisfaction at work.the time flies damn fast today.perhaps i really enjoyed my work today.
Good news! im being offered a job in tour department and will be starting my new and so called dream job of my own. *wink* my position will be a tour officer (sounds weird) tour consultant sounds better eh? i hope i can get to lead tour ASAP! cant wait to be a tour leader *jumping up and down*

me and my dearie + his cousin went to sky bar in Traders hotel near convention hall.it was amazing! absolutely marvellous ! trust me.i really love the environment over there where i can have a beautiful view from 33rd floor,where i can see the twin tower shinning bright? hehe. A swimming pool was right in the middle of the place.sorry, not for swimming! =P Then,we went to Thai club.LOL.this time i didnt get stop.thank goodness!i was so embarrased once,i was stopped when entering velvet.haha.Back to thai club..there were beautiful womens (pondans) performing POLE dancing.our table was right in front of the pole!!what a great view from the front! hahaha. then there were this chinese "leng lui" being a host of the night.she was adding some fun as there were 3 guys celebrating their birthdays on that day.that "leng lui" asked them to dance with the pole! haha.the guys were kinda cute ..aww... suddenly, she/he came to our table and approach my bf.here are the conversation : (roughly only,cant really rmb)

leng lui : u look so young la,does ur mom know u are here anot?
ws : * laughing* tee-hee-hee
leng lui : u so cute la
ws : (still tee-hee-hee)
leng lui : so are u virgin anot??
ws: dunno
leng lui : where can dunno? yes means yes no means no..OR maybe??
ws: laughing and said MAYBE
leng lui : ha?maybe ar..oh..then muz be went in the wrong hole lor?
ws: *laugh*
leng lui : (went to kacau the 3 guys) and came back after a while... so u still dunno u virgin anot ar?
nvm lah..later u come to the back stage,then i will show u whether u virgin or not.if u are virgin then i can make u not virgin lor..tee hee hee.im virgin too u know..
val : DAMN IT (in the heart)

stayed 1 night in equatorial hotel.THANK U SO MUCH to Dr Low( ws's cousin) and had our breakfast in the hotel before we leave.what a tiring Night! yet,enjoyable =)

THANKS TO CALEB...i got hooked on the song "my wish" aiks!!!!!
lurve this song!

Till then... (lazy to blog these days..tak ada masa leh )

new hsemate birthday

new hsemate's birthday

birthday cake

moody

Fiuh,it's friday night!!

Yesterday was a really "bad + moody" day. i did not sleep the whole damn night due to "period pain".then,i went back to klang at about 6 am and reached home about 715am.took leave on that day.I had a real good sleep that day.Hop on the train at 740pm to catch a movie with my hsemate "fyn" ..PERFECT STRANGER. what a PeRfEcT twist towards the end of the story!charming!

and,yeah..im back today on friday night.geez.think about the traveling,(up and down kl) makes me sick!!nvm.nothing beats HOME!! yeah! came back with my pet sis..had a great time talking all sorts of topics.hehe. gimme 5 sis!

aww...i miss my friends back in klang..i wonder how is my bunny.LONG TIME NO SEE !!
danielle tong too busy with her new bf.yikes!hehe.

LOW WEI SIONG..too busy playing with his insects and monkeys in the estate.hehe.i miss him so so much!! im so happy that's he is coming back on merdeka eve.hooray! unfortunately,i have only 20 days left with him before he leave for Dubai.=( im so sad.

im resigning from my part time job in parlo tours.yes,i am free at last!!! hahaha..but no money.how pathetic!!!!!! no work,no money! argh!!!! =(

HATE MY LIFE at the moment perhaps...

fun pics!

me and siew ping

this is FYN!

enjoying it to the last sip!

look at this!

sushi king!

cake from MAYA hotel, bought by my hsemate kheing .

i bought this lovely cake from bread history

missing u again

im sitting here ..typing this blog.there's nothing much to do these days.ONLY WORK AND WORK! my dearie not here to spend time with me so LAGI ntg to do.sob.
ever since he flew to sabah,i have been lonely as ever.everything seems to be back like few months ago before u are in malaysia again.my daily life without u and my daily routine without u!
i miss going shopping with u!
i miss going holidays with u!
i miss going out eating with u!
i miss watching movie with u!
i miss sleeping with u!
i miss hugging u!
i miss kissing u!
i miss ur lullaby!
i miss u feeding me!
i miss u combing my hair!
i miss u making jokes with me!
i miss arguing with u!
i miss ur EVERYTHING!!!!

pathetic life without u!

now,i have to wait till the end of the month juz to be with u again FOR only 2 WEEKS!
then u will be leaving again..to dubai.
im feeling sad deep inside.i thought we will never be seperated again.i thought we will stay this way for a long long time.DAMN i was wrong..i put too much high hopes and now im feeling miserable.disappointed + heartache ! =(

i muz find lots of money! so that i can fly to dubai to visit u every now and then.

dear,i MISS u!!!!

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it's THURS night fever!!why thurs eh?sounds weird. me and my hsemates went for movie!
RUSH HOUR 3! yeah! its nice!! muz watch! hilarious! i like it very much!
then we went to starbucks to have some 'fattening" drinks.hahaha.
now u know why im putting on weight!geez...

will upload pics later... =)

went back home at 1130.THANK GOD we get to catch the last train!!muaahahhaha.we are really lucky!i enjoyed myself very much yesterday!

im back!

YES! im back again for the weekend! working is really boring especially with what im doing now.

i met up with my pet sista this evening and had a good dinner in Secret Recipe.Yummy! then we head back to klang together.how wonderful!!i dont need to take ktm alone..all by myself ..its really boring due to the slow-ness of that OLD cranky train.Sis,i hope i can meet up with u again and have a good talk + laugh.Do let me know when u are heading back to bah kut teh land.hehe.

Everyone at home seems to be unhappy...BOTH homes are unhappy.sigh..sometimes,i juz wan to get away and move to an anti-stress place.HELP!

i have a very nice friend who stays with me back in KL.however,we had some misunderstanding.
which caused us talk less and didnt seem to be happy like before.i hope someday i could explain things to you and clear things up! which me luck ppl !

Last weekend me and my dearie went to penang to attend a wedding party.i took leave on fri and we went back to kampar with a fren of mine.Stayed there for a night and had a good satisfying meal.there's this moment that i will never forget..how hilarious.haha.my grandpa was cutting the papaya for us to eat.he was distributing the parts of the papaya for us.(the papaya is really HUGE)then,my grandpa pass one slice to my friend and my friend said it's really big and she cant finish it so she gave it to my bf.Unfortunately,in the end..she had the BIGGEST slice!!haha..really kena cha-ed when my grandpa gave her the BIGGEST slice.as a result,she regretted and she should have taken the first slice.hehe..hilarious!

on the next day..we started our journey to penang after breakfast.my friend joined another group of her friends...left me and him exploring penang.it's kinda interesting to get lost in penang.hahaha.however,it's kinda sucky in the end coz ws had food poisoning on that night itself.
made me really worried!!!reached klang in the evening and back to KL at night.EXHAUSTED!

a short holiday perhaps

im leaving to kampar today! my long long no visit hometown..miss my grandparents A LOT!
i took unpaid leave today..hehe.i wonder how are they(office ppl) gonna cope with things when im not around.i guess my friend will have to type all the invoices.*evil laugh* i hope time wouldnt pass so fast as i might only have this short holiday with him only.haih.sad.
tomorrow we will proceed to penang.yipee! lots of food! yummy... argh..fat fat..
we will be staying in tanjung bungah hotel for a night.i wonder how it looks like.i shall go explore around penang.hehe.cant wait!!!
yesterday was sheok yen's birthday...and also tjun yipp's birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
today is danielle's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
im broke coz of ur pressies..sob sob..why u ppl born on the same day and 1 day difference?pakat kah?luckily lay sin's birthday in dec.so i can still save money to buy for u!
what i miss now...hmmm.i miss going holidays!!especially hong kong.i miss disneyland! i miss shopping in hong kong and shenzhen! i miss my MONEY! lol
signing off..lazy to type.hahahaha

pathetic

what can i do to keep myself feeling energetic,cheerful and juz like any other ppl..happy go lucky person?life has been alwiz boring for myself.From monday to fri i need to work (9am - 530pm),then have my dinner and a good bath before resting.Eventually,i will fall asleep as soon as i approach my B E D ! it has been a daily routine! i only go back during weekends which is on fri night and come back again to kl on sunday night,right after a hearty meal.what a pathetic LIFE! geez...nothing interesting and nothing 'happening' ... no sparks nor colours in my life.

yesterday,i went for a motivation talk which is about financial planning.all thanks to my dear!he didnt tell me that the speaker was his mom! what a surprise! not funny dear! u should have given me some preparation.i was so scared that i will give a bad impression again.well,i seriously dunno whether i did a good job or not.anyway,i never regret going and i did learn something.THAT is,money not enough! =(

the saddest thing is,my mom went for holiday in singapore without me! how could she?! haih..
sad betul..
till then...

singapore trip

in the bus

don tear us apart!

on the way up to singapore =)

im the only girl!!!

sentosa island right behind me

gosh...

G O S H ... im finally home again for the weekend.time really flies. =( getting old.lol..
im currently confused.my manager told me the other day to stay as a permanent employee in this company.sigh..should i or should i not? my job now is doing accounts and gosh,i really hated it.other than that,i also issue invoices for the ticketing and tour department.nothing interesting though.my dream now is to work on a cruise so that i can travel while i work! i found it pretty interesting and so does the pay which is in USD. money face coming out! $.$ hehe.. stepping into a working world ain't easy at all.ALL MY HARD EARN MONEY...have been used on shopping.i really need to control myself!

i need a holiday!my mom juz started her journey to singapore for a holiday with her friends.i really envy her coz she get to go while i dont! i need to work my ass off juz to get those pocket money and to pay my rental fee.NO more pocket money from dad and mom! not a single cent coz i were told that i am capable to live on my own now.who said so!! money not enough! =(

my weekend has ended...juz in a glimpse.don even notice it is alr SUNDAY! argh! back to work tmr!!! btw,it's now past midnight..geez!! monday blues!! ='( i need a very rich bf so that i don have to work ... nah,something that wouldnt come true.

signing off...

home sweet H O M E

Finally,home sweet home..klang home..my only comfy home..im back from holidays as well as my tough work.
On the 21st,me and my dearest bf went down to JB by bus..to his friend's place.Stayed for 4 days in his beautiful house.Nothing much to do in JB actually..hehe.went Clubbing on tat night itself till 230am.hmmm..my comments?the clubs there arent that bad.however,nicer environment back in KL. =) The next day,we went to SINGAPORE for a day trip.it's so near as it only takes us about 15minutes drive from the hse and to the custom.isnt tat near?MEGASALE in singapore now as well!! honestly,the sales on branded items over there are much cheaper than malaysia though after those DISCOUNTS DISCOUNTS!!! ws bought me a ESPRIT sweater in singapore and when i checked the price over here in malaysia,it is much cheaper over there in singapore.OMG!i regret for not buying M O R E ?! =P it's kinda hard to shop there because so many guys and im the ONLY girl there... -.-" pitiful...anyway,i had a great time over there and get the chance to try many local cuisines.ESPECIALLY 'tulang' er..i didnt eat because i feel it is disgusting.they are actually eating BONES!lamb bones!they have some meat wrap at the bone and we were suppose to suck the bone marrow from the inside of the B O N E ! urgh...i nvr even taste it.it's too...disgusting.btw,the dish is in RED in colour!!juz like blood! =(
nothing much on the next day except go Clubbing again... but we did managed to catch Surf's up!=) cute cartoon!
we headed home on Sun morning after breakfast.about 4 hours journey..exhausted!! we had our dinner in OLD CHINA TOWN in kl..nice dinner =) All in all,it's a nice trip...though im still not satisfied!! keke...i wan more holidays!!
time flies real fast and i have to start work again TMR! geez... i hate it. =( i wan to change job!

work

it's past midnight and im still on the com..nah..it's still early.right?
nothing much these days...juz tat i will be working.starting from next mon! isnt it fast?
called the company today and got the job straight away! now...i can see how desperate they are!

im in kl now..which is of course,tat small little apartment....2nd hse i should call it.my hsemate who loves playing games non stop has juz left.flew back to sibu for holiday...so,what else??use his com to online.hehe.relaxnya....don need to fight with my mom for the com..and i can even chat with her online..haha.it's so.....funny.hehe.

this would be my second job..working in a travel agency.FINALLY! after graduated...my first experience..working in 'parlo tours'.incredible..exciting.i will be touching travel related stuffs and some accounts! now,i wonder how much they are paying me for my hard work. $$ again!

$$
spent rm150 today..
rm100 ---> a skirt,a jacket and a half sleeve top...
rm50 ----> FOOD

= rm150

just for a DAY!!! OMG!!! why SALES is here?? my purse is drying up! and so do my bank acc.
poor me...sob..i hope i will have loads of $$ to shop. im hooked up with footwear..and im looking for a nice bag for myself!!! argh...how frustrating when i cant get what i want. =P

challenging work...

trip to genting

black & white

STOP peeping my msgs

group picture

he with his long hair

outside the restaurant

=)

that's all for now...

something to remember

went dinner with my cousin today... =)



pic of 1M5 class students.being a class teacher for this class.well,what can i say??a bunch of BRATS! hyper active ! unfortunately,not in studies but playing. also,an experience that i will never forget!!! kinda fun with them... =) miss them!

here are some pics on my cousin's birthday..hehe

L O N E S O M E

i HATE this ! ! !

i HATE what is happening now ! !

over the moon

Busy me after bf came back .. =P running around with him.how delighted was i when i saw him in front of the gate,the day he arrived from London.with heart pounding fast and feeling anxious.i could actually get a heart attack!! wasnt really ready for it. anyway,situation was under control of course! well, 29th of May is the day!!!
Then,on Sun..we went to genting with his relatives.A 3 days 2 nights trip with many kids!!weather was really cold as it rained almost everyday.we stayed in AWANA and in a suite.unfortunately,rooms wasnt enough for me and him.so we curl up and sleep at the sofa.how romantic!!it was entirely a fun trip... =)
8th of June...my couzie's birthday.ws couldnt make it as he was in sabah.how sad!
luckily,there are still network coverage so we can sms.otherwise,i will cry!! how hilarious it is when u told me that u saw monkeys there..monkeys with long nose which look like a dick .haha.
till then...

overly excited

Another 16 more hours n a half and u will be stepping in this country again. =) im so happy! finally,i have been patiently waiting for this very moment again.im blogging here because i couldnt sleep...couldnt stop thinking about u.Most of all,i couldnt stop counting down how many more hours till i see u!!
I still can remember clearly,the day u came back last year.u called me when u reached and u told me that u were coming over to see me.i was overly excited and i looked at the mirror for a thousand times!haha.well,coz u havent seen me for almost a year.don laugh! =P then,there u are...standing right in front of the gate.i took the key and opened the door..and did u notice that i cant seem to find the right key to open the door?haha...u pinched my face before even entering my house and after that,u juz hugged me so tightly.i still can recall back how it felt like..so warm and so happy.couldn't stop smiling =) not forgetting,that sweet kiss from u.
Now,i cant stop thinking..how things will be like tmr...will it be the same?hmmm...or perhaps it will be like one of those in the movies??i cant stop thinking about it! how will u look like??looking more matured?im sure u are getting more matured... =) will u say tat i looked the same or i dont? I miss u so much dear.i've been missing those nights where u will sit beside my bed and wait for me to fall asleep before u go home.so sweet of u!
My heart started to beat faster after u gave me a ring juz now..and when u said "im going to see u soon" i almost cried. Have a safe journey back home dear. i do not want any gifts from u and i don't need those..all i need and all i want is JUST YOU to be back home safely.

HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT !

Inside your heaven

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right
It's so amazing
Every time I see you, I'm alive

You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in you eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch
When we love
The stars line up, the wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in you eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way

(I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from)
Wanna be inside
When the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

yesterday, today the same

B O R I N G ! ! ! i cant stand this any longer! i muz roam the world later on. well,i hope things will change when my bf is back.why the time goes so slow when im anxiously waiting for someone to be back?argh..how frustrating..cant u go any faster 'time' ??
anyway,i've decided not to work in kl.it's a good opportunity to learn something but somehow...i juz didnt want to do it.perhaps i juz want to spend all the time i have with my beloved.although i know u will be working...somehow..i juz want to be near u.
i felt so lonely without my friends around especially ronnie, gideon, caleb, and the rest..MISS U GUYS! i guess u guys are enjoying in cameron now. jealousnya...hehe. well, i hope u guys enjoy urself to the fullest! my cousin's birthday is in 2 weeks time..hmmm..what can i do for her?a surprise party? well, reuben have given me some ideas but i juz dono why he wont turn up on that day.i wonder why....
mk's birthday is next sat! ohhhh..noooo...im broke =(

T O D A Y

i woke up at 1230.today is juz like other days..BORING.washed up and went online.no one to chat with today.feeling a little moody coz someone made me upset the night b4.had maggi mee for my lunch which is at 1415.then,finished my job which is laundry.went upstairs and continue to go online.later,got 2 bars of chocs from my friend.THANKS! appreciated it. yipee, chocs!
College called,"got a job for u" network coverage was really bad at that moment.so i have to call back to college tmr.im juz wondering now...should i take that job?sigh... i have juz finished my CV few minutes ago.i think i will take that job.FAR FAR AWAY LAND...
Late evening, took my dinner with my friends and went for a movie "PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN" what can i say? S U P E R B ! however, very sad ending to me.almost cried. ='(
got back home at 0130.Thanks to all my friends that have been keeping me company all this while.bringing me out for movies and meals.AND now....230.i don't know what im doing..nothing.haih. miserable....

pictures

Back from Hong Kong

im so lazy to blog these days.hehe.too much to talk about tat's y im so lazy to actually write it down.especially my trip to hong kong.1 word describe it all, AWESOME! i love DISNEYLAND the most! get to see many disney characters and get to conquer the rides. the performance is definately worth watching.especially THE GOLDEN MICKEY. oh ya..they have 3-D show too."philhar magic" is the show.FANTASTIC! love it! pls don miss the parade too. it's wonderful and u get to see dances and all the characters.CUTE! all in all, i really enjoyed my trip..
enough said... =)


my baby will be back in 5 days time..i cant wait!!! =)

AWESOME ! !

Yup! im back from my short holiday. i went to Taiping and Camerons.stayed at my friend's hse.we really enjoyed ourselves there.first day,we started our journey to taiping late in the evening,530pm.so,we reached there about 10pm.FIUH!such a tiring journey!!anyway,we went for makan before we get back to my friend's lovely home.there were 4 of us.4 GALS! haha.powerful eh?! well,2 friends are still available *wink* (back to the topic) we chatted until late night and my friend's mom joined us for chit chat too.we talked alot of funny stuffs.

second day,we took our breakfast at 1 famous shop in taiping.famous for their noodles.what can i say? YUMMY! then,we proceed our journey to Camerons.took us 2 and a half hours to reached the top.Btw,2 guys were added in our journey to camerons.*my friend's bf and his bro*

the weather was kinda nice.Imagine when cool breeze caress ur skin...isnt it nice?hehe.we went to alot of places like the cactus farm,rose garden,strawberry farm,tea farm...and lots more.Unfortunately,it rained later on.geez! screwed up our mood. so COLD!! anyway, we had a great time there.we bought alot of stuffs..hehe.actually..im the one who bought alot of stuffs *shy* i bought some dried strawberries,rose petals,tomatoes...some cactus too! sorry to those who didnt get any souvenir from me,not enuf to give away. =( due to insufficient cash.

went back to Taiping in the evening and had our dinner before going home.What an exhausted day!

third day, went for breakfast in a coffee shop.they served mouth watering toast bread and varieties of mees. Too bad, we didnt get to taste the toast bread coz SOLD OUT! sad again! nvm..after that,we went to the ZOO! yipee! honestly,it was kinda disappointing as it doesnt impressed me.Still,i prefer the safari in THAILAND! it was awesome! get to hug tigers and leapords.thumbs up for safari in thailand! *wink* In the afternoon,we get to taste the most delicious cendol in Taiping.it was satisfying! with this hot weather,who doesnt want one?! After that,we proceed our journey to the "boring" museum and lake garden.took alot of pictures but some of it are still with my friends.will show ya later! we had home cooked food for our dinner. superb FOOD! thanks aunty. =) oh ya,we went to see lantern exhibition! it is beautiful! u guys should pay a visit.it's definitely worth the money.but don forget,only until END OF JUNE!

fourth day,we started our journey back to Kuala Lumpur in the morning 11am.all in all,nice trip!!

here are some PHOTOS