pathetic

what can i do to keep myself feeling energetic,cheerful and juz like any other ppl..happy go lucky person?life has been alwiz boring for myself.From monday to fri i need to work (9am - 530pm),then have my dinner and a good bath before resting.Eventually,i will fall asleep as soon as i approach my B E D ! it has been a daily routine! i only go back during weekends which is on fri night and come back again to kl on sunday night,right after a hearty meal.what a pathetic LIFE! geez...nothing interesting and nothing 'happening' ... no sparks nor colours in my life.

yesterday,i went for a motivation talk which is about financial planning.all thanks to my dear!he didnt tell me that the speaker was his mom! what a surprise! not funny dear! u should have given me some preparation.i was so scared that i will give a bad impression again.well,i seriously dunno whether i did a good job or not.anyway,i never regret going and i did learn something.THAT is,money not enough! =(

the saddest thing is,my mom went for holiday in singapore without me! how could she?! haih..
sad betul..
till then...