gosh...

G O S H ... im finally home again for the weekend.time really flies. =( getting old.lol..
im currently confused.my manager told me the other day to stay as a permanent employee in this company.sigh..should i or should i not? my job now is doing accounts and gosh,i really hated it.other than that,i also issue invoices for the ticketing and tour department.nothing interesting though.my dream now is to work on a cruise so that i can travel while i work! i found it pretty interesting and so does the pay which is in USD. money face coming out! $.$ hehe.. stepping into a working world ain't easy at all.ALL MY HARD EARN MONEY...have been used on shopping.i really need to control myself!

i need a holiday!my mom juz started her journey to singapore for a holiday with her friends.i really envy her coz she get to go while i dont! i need to work my ass off juz to get those pocket money and to pay my rental fee.NO more pocket money from dad and mom! not a single cent coz i were told that i am capable to live on my own now.who said so!! money not enough! =(

my weekend has ended...juz in a glimpse.don even notice it is alr SUNDAY! argh! back to work tmr!!! btw,it's now past midnight..geez!! monday blues!! ='( i need a very rich bf so that i don have to work ... nah,something that wouldnt come true.

signing off...