my favourite song by Mcfly

ALL ABOUT YOU
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you
Verse 1:
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you
Chorus:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!
(Guitar solo)
Chorus 2:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about (you)
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
(repeat until end)

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.(I MISS LOW WEI SIONG)
I dont watch TV these days.(no time!how?)
I wear glasses or contact lenses(sometimes..glasses)
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse. (if someone get on my nerves)
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
Im paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (OH YES!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.(how i wish..)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (a naughty one)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.(only eyelashes)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.(BEWARE)
I have a hidden talent.(right dear?)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.(are u nuts?)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (no wonder my phone bills so high la)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (a credit card as christmas pressie?pls..='( hehe)
Enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.(oh yes i do...MANY)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.(how can i possibly live without it?)
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.(did i?)
I've rejected someone before.(LOL)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.( i am now!all thx to NS)
I have a lot to learn.(it is true)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I'm happy at this moment! (ya meh?)
I'm obsessed with guys. (can i darling?)jk
I study for tests most of the time. (scared ma...)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.(can i add?i love guinea pigs,hamsters,puppies...)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.(IT IS MAJOR!)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.(cannot!noooo...)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thing!!!(coz i got ntg better to do)
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.(HELP!)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.(last time)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (*shy*)
I like a person of the same sex.(goodness gracious...NO)
I love being happy.(silly question)
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I stab:
danielle?
dunno who else

thank u my love

thank u my love...

ever since u came in my life,u have become apart of me and not forgetting,apart of u have grown in me.thank u for loving me,ur understanding,thank u for everything and u mean so much to me.
sometimes,i juz cant understand and i cant figure out why i love u so much!but that is the greatest gift of love.there's no reason and u juz need to return the love tat is given to u.besides tat,thank u for giving me the greatest feeling i have ever felt in my life.i promise u dear that i will alwiz cherish this and alwiz love u.thank u for everything u have done for me.i am looking forward to the life we will share together SOON
dear,i am very fortunate to have u in my life and u completes me.please remember and keep in mind tat nothing can ever change my love for u and watever happens i will alwiz love u and u are the only one for me.
once,u told me that if u really love someone then everything will work out juz fine and if we stay strong...we could make it through anything.
i notice tat this is wat true love all about and u know very well that i will be faithful to u..alwiz..so dear,dont have to worry coz my heart belongs to u and u had captured my heart.therefore,i am forever yours.no matter wat bad things happen,i will nvr give up this love.NEVER.
i love u forever dear...thank u so much for all the happiness u have brought into my life ...

do i ever cross your mind?

should i consider myself sad??i have u back in my life...im really glad and happy to have u back.somehow,i felt lack of love from u.haihz.perhaps u are juz too busy...
dunno how to explain to u and i dunno whether i should tell u or not because i know if i do,bad things will happen.which is of course I DONT WANT.
we dont talk much these days,ever since we are back together.moreover,u nvr asked to "see me in webcam anymore" those days,u alwiz want to see me..haihz.
im looking forward to see you and be with u forever n ever...and never part..i love u so so much dear..i truly do..

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life,that word is love

im sorry but it's very painful to treat u as a friend when i really do love u.i don't know how to control myself.it's just too painful this past few weeks...

im glad that all these is over and we are back together again.im happy to have u back in my life.be strong and have faith dear.i will be with u real soon.all u need to do is to have a little patience.can u do tat for me?i will alwiz be with u...and i wont leave u..few more months and i will be with u.hang on!

Its hard to pretend u love someone when u don but its harder to pretend tat u don love someone when u really do...agree?The more u love, the more u lose a part of u.yet u don become less of u are, instead u end up being complete..i felt complete when im with u.*muaks*

HATE MY LIFE

im like a time bomb now...when will i explode?we will see!!because i cant bare living like that..such way!u think im happy right now?u think my life is not lonely now?u think my life is not miserable now?u know wat?i am now..YES!!!!i am lonely,frustrated and miserable NOW!u always asked me not to simply assume..but u DID it!!u assume that i will be much happier now.u are so wrong!

before all these happen...i never felt all these things but now i do!
yeah...u chose this because u thought it would be better for both of us.now,do u think it is?I DON'T THINK SO!

i felt im worthless to u...im nothing to u now..not even close to a friend from the way u treat me right now.i know,ur love for me is fading...probably it has gone by now..

i just don't understand!!!!!!!after all we have gone through,this is what happened in the end!

HATE MY LIFE!

what is the right word?

i like to use exactly the right word to convey my thoughts.

today i need the word that means 'for a very long time'
hmmm..let me see.any ideas?let's see...

here are some words that i know -'centuries','ages','a lifetime'
but somehow....nope..not long enough.

how about these - 'a millinnieum' or 'an eon'
nope..still not quite right..hmmm..wat else?

maybe one of these? - 'forever' or 'in perpetuity'
close eh?but not quite it.

these sounds better dont u think?-'eternity' or 'infinity'
still not exactly right

oh yes,here's the word i was looking for
there is nothing quite so long as 'NEVER'

agree??

living with misery...haihz..

this is the only place for me to tell u that i love u

felt very sad...haihz..tears always seem to appear...i am sad because i can't love u now..='( somehow,i know...u will read this.this is the only way for me to show u and let u know that i alwiz love u..i love u all along..i've sent u a postcard.i hope u will receive it soon.i do not know wat to write to address u..should i call u dear?or i should juz call u by name?haih..sob sob..

tonight,im alone here in my room...flashing back and remember how we loved..it calms my soul and stills my heart.i think back on the years gone by,and i know tat i was blessed...blessed to have u here in my heart.And then I stop and think of you, and wonder where you are...are you standing out beneath the sky? And looking at the stars.we think of all the times gone by, but we do it from separate places.but i know...we are having the same thoughts..arent we?

there can only be juz one u,of that i can be sure...memories that we had still linger fresh and memories that we had alwiz keep us warm at night.
forget the sad times we had...as the heart and soul, need sweet warm thoughts, to help it mend again...and our hearts, we know that our love goes on and on.

i want u to know that as long as u remember the love that we had... u will nvr walk alone...

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop

there are so much things which i want to say to u..but i know,im not in the right place to tell u.however,i really want u to know...='(

i want to tell u that i love u..but can i?i want to tell u tat i miss u..but can i?i want to tell u that i want to be with u and i dowan to break up with u..but can i?haih..love that i want to give to u..but i cant.. ='(

I walked outside and blew kisses into the sky. So one day, you'll be sitting down, or maybe taking a walk, and all of a sudden seemingly out of the blue, you'll stop to think of me, only it will be because those kisses finally found their way to you

After I wake up from dreaming about you, I have the biggest smile on my face. Then it quickly fades away because I realize that it was just a dream and you're not really mine.

i got tagged!here it goes...

3 hobbies
~eat eat and eat?yummy food!
~ahhh..my bed is telling me that i need to say S L E E P ! =P
~going holidays!

3 things on my to-do list
~study lor..what else?
~aiks...my bed is calling me again!*evil laugh*
~drink water?sick ler..sob sob

3 unique traits
~ready to hear ur problems!!u can share anything with me
~cheer u up!
~u can trust me...

3 favourite drinks
~i have no choice but to like plain water...hehe
~lemonade
~fruit wine

3 passions
~movies and dramas
~M U S I C ! definitely
~collecting teddy bears =)

3 awesome movies
~the lake house
~ spiderman
~walt disney movies..cartoons!!

3 good bands
~bellefire!love em...
~a teens
~westlife

3 things I am anal about
~smokers
~drinkers
~unfaithful guys

3 random guy
~ws *miss u
~ken *stupid fella
~cant think of anyone else

3 bad habits
~lazy
~stubborn
~sensitive

3 painful experiences
~have to be apart from my love one
~having my single life now
~couldnt say "i love u" to you

3 treasured moments
~going to a place i've nvr been
~being with "u"
~moments in school?

3 goals before 30
~get married!!!
~have lots of money!
~round the world!!!i must!

3 favourite desserts
~ice-cream.....yum yum
~jelly
~perhaps puddings

lost?

..................i've got nothing to say but "i love u" is all i want u to know...

turning to a new leaf

i realise that im quite sensitive nowadays...what u said is true.i really need to change.It's all because of jealousy.i really need to open my heart and have a positive thinking.u have a very strong will and trust.i want that too...
when there are ppl trying to get me,u stayed calm...however,i would have think that u doesnt care if someone else take me away.another point of view,u stayed calm coz u have trust in me and u know i wouldn't fall for others.
which is which?shrugs...
we shouldn't have doubts in each other whereelse we should have trust and confidence in each other.this is wat i alwiz tell myself ...nevertheless,strong will is very important to achieve our goal.hopefully,u did not forget what is it...

J E A L O U S Y is really a very big prob.can mess up things and can ruin ones relationship.don't u agree?thinking negatively can lead to a ugly conclusion.

dear,i know u are a very good guy,a very good friend and a very good bf.a person who really cherish friendship.i know,frens are very important to u.U are Friendly to people and u will keep in touch with every single fren,either a girl or a guy.It is a good thing to keep in touch with friends and it's one of ur good point.somehow,i get jealous when u are close to girls.i know i shouldn't be and i should be lucky to have such a good bf.i truly appreciate what i have now.muaks.u have been a really good bf!!we have a future to obtain!

we can make it right

u light up my day...thank u for everything.(not forgetting,those who gave me comments) =)
im relieved,everything is back to normal now.im glad...we are still together until today.i really appreciate what i have now.although we are so far apart,im satisfied as long as i have u.having u is the greatest thing...and love that i had for u is undesribeable.u have always captured my heart..always..
No matter what happens,i hope we can really work things out in the end.this is because u meant alot to me...u know what my heart wants.i never had someone that knows me and understand me like u do...truly love u.i have found what im looking for and i wont let it go.NEVER
forever u and me and that is how it should be
love that felt so strong inside.

your love is all i wanted

haih...everything has gone.everything has been taken away from me juz like tat.it juz happened within minutes.why didnt u stop me?
i think u got the wrong msg from me.i dont mean that i don trust u or have no confidence in u.Of course i do...
i juz want to know why u act differently?after wat happened...u dont treat me normally or as usual.i felt a difference so tats y i asked u why coz i thought u were still angry of me.unfortunately,this lead to a worse situation...haih.
what difference?first of all,i replied u a very long email and i asked u many things inside..and all u replied was juz a very short one.moreover,i "manja" u inside the mail but i get nothing in return.no response...even when we chat today.i asked u,have u ever wondered what is it that kept us going on?u gave me a cold reply which is dunno.then,i told u it was the sweet memories we had together,those sweet moments and love that we gave to each other that kept us going on.in the end,i dont get any reply from u.all u said was it isnt a question.yes,it isnt a question but u juz dowan to say anything?at all?u wasnt like that!haih...u would have said something that flattered my heart.u would have said something or a response.haih...u changed or me?
i felt something was wrong...i juz wan to know wats wrong and work things out.is that wrong?u said i am sensitive..i admit that i am indeed sensitive but cant u explain to me?i juz wan to know why u have been like this after wat happened.i know what u are going to tell me.u will say "i've alr assure u many times and u juz won trust me" i know u would have say that.i trust u!!i truly do!
u have misunderstand me.u thought that i dont trust u ,u thought i was unsure whether u love me or not... is not what u think!sometimes,i felt some difference and i juz wan to assure everything is alright.i cant juz leave it like this right?even if u are sad...i cant juz leave u like this isnt it?i wan to share everything with u!are u going through stress?i really think u have misunderstand me.im juz being observant??i want to be there for u like no one else before.u are special to me...so maybe im more sensitive in everything?
besides,we are so far apart...haih.if im with u now,we would have settled everything!or this prob will never arise at all.
MY WISHES FOR NOW
~ i dowan to break up with u
~ i want u to wait for me to go over so that i can stay with
u and be with u as long as i can
~i want time to go fast so i can go over to uk and be with u
~ i want u to share everything with me..talk to me...

my life will be meaningless without u...all i wanted is ur love.
one thing which i never get enough is ur love.(u know that)

now,i hope everything will be ok.haih..i really dont know what will happen next.all i can do now is pray hard...i know u very well.once u think negatively,everything will be gone.i almost lost u once and i dowan it to happen again.i've tried how it feels like and it was terrible!i felt like dying...
i really dowan it to happen again...i really hope u will think things again...

i hope u wont leave me...
im sure u know why i put this balloon as a picture.theres a msg written on a paper,tied up with the balloon and we let it go on that very special night.it really meant alot to me...

feeling glad

reached college...i was nervous as i walked towards the notice board where our results will be pasted there.looking for my name and there is it!77 marks!total disaster...haihz.at least i did not fail.however,was quite disappointed with my marks.anyway,over is over..yipee!!aiksss..don so happy yet coz have more exams to come!val,keep up the good work!hehee..

im glad that me and u are alright now.everything has settled and back to normal...felt relieved and a little bit of joy.why?because i realise that im very lucky to have such a good and understanding bf.i will appreciate u and alwiz love u.u will be so busy nowadays...its ok dear.i will wait for u.mum asked me to try finding work in uk.so if i can find then i can stay with u!cant imagine how wonderful it will be..was talking bout me going there next year.I CANT WAIT TO GO UK AND STAY WITH U!!!!!!!!!!!!so niceeeeeeee..are u excited??I AM!juz imagine..i can be with u everyday!eat with u,sleep with u,have fun together,cook together...do everything together!and.....(u know what)i juz cant wait for the time to come when i can be with u again.then we will stay happily ever after juz like fairy tale!time oh time...faster go!GO GO GO!!!im the luckiest person on earth!!having u is the most wonderful thing in my life!muaaaah!!!!!!!

gloomy day

what a gloomy day i have today...i totally screw up in my test 3!!!arghhhh...it was totally a disaster.all those tricky question...i lost alot of marks.well,result is out tmr.i hope i pass!!even the smartest student juz got 60+ which is cukup makan only.60 was the passing mark.haih.im disappointed with myself.i should have done it better.i was in dilemma choosing the right break point.there was 2 place in my mind and i chose the wrong place!thats the end of everything.0 marks for me.haih..stress..

dear told me that u dunno whether u love me or not.haih.i was really shocked and sad of wat u said.u were unsure.haih.later,dear told me that u was angry that's why u said that.i trust u.i hope it is true...
im sorry for hurting u...it was my fault.
hope our problem is settled and i really love u dear..truly,madly,deeply...
i hope u feel the same way too...

sad..haih..sorry

i dowan to argue with u!!!!!!!!argh!!haih.i really dowan to argue with u!why are we arguing?haih.sorry dear.im just jealous that u are going out with girls!moreover,going to a theme park enjoying with them!i cant imagine,girls hugging u and screaming.will that happen?taking advantage on u?i will kill them i tell u!!!HANDS OFF MY BF!!!
sorry dear...i hope we can settle things together..

am i important to u?

haih..i am very sad.u don't care of me at all...i msged u and said u don need me and i waited for ur reply.unfortunately,my phone don even have a beep!WHY?is it because im not important to u at all?u dont care anymore?having me or not is no big deal?u dont feel a thing?haih..or maybe the reason u didnt reply me is because u really don need me at all...sad..really sad.
later,the next day,u msged me...but u didnt answer or say anything at all.anything about needing me.NO!W H Y ?haih..perhaps u really don't need me at all..What am i suppose to think?what am i suppose to dO?TELL ME!where am i situated in ur heart?i really want to know...haih..
im really sad...will u still care for me?haih... ='(

thanks for ur comment!

danielle,
thanks for posting a comment...wow,ur comment is super long!!hehe.anyway,i know how u felt right now.don't worry,no one knows about this blog.ur secret is SAFE!no worries alright?it's time for u to change...glad that damn bug knew he was a pest!!totally an insect which don have a heart at all!!agree?probably he breathe using his er...abdomen?what is it called anyway?who cares?hehe.
u totally spoiled him!why u still wanna care for him as he doesnt anymore?i know it's love.i know u really love him alot but he doesnt!that's the problem.look at the way he treated u!u should know how he treated u.to me...it is really bad!BAD!BAD!BAD!be strong and show him what u got!what are u worrying?u are only 18!!!yes,i understand that u love him very much.Maybe he is not the mr right?nahhhh..definitely not i tell ya..Not to hurt u but look!!what he did?will he change?be happy my dear fren...all of ur frens dont wan to see u sad.don worry,me and cherish will always be by ur side!!Let bygones be bygones! =)stay happy ya...

i wonder

sometimes..i wonder.do you really love me?thinking about it..i know u do love me.After everything we had gone through together.Of course you do love me..Don't you?why you stopped blogging already?everyday,i will see what you have updated because you said it was dedicated to me.But it has not been updated for ages!Is it because you don't love me anymore?WHY?you are too busy??it's ok if you are..but please tell me..you know im sensitive in all these stuffs...haih.
nowadays,you are so busy.i wonder,have you ever stopped and think of me?have you ever wonder how i felt over here?have you ever understand??have you tried thinking from my point of view?i know you will be very angry if you read this...I hope you are not angry of me when you read this.Just dunno who to turn to..and also,you are always busy..don't really have time for me to tell you.
are u thinking of breaking up with me?because i complain so much...haih.i hope u dont think that way.all i want is juz some time with u.some time for me to love u as we are already so far apart.All i can do is love u from afar..what else can i do?but to care for u from afar.I do care about you alot.i hope u wont think negative things.DONT U EVEN DARE TO THINK OF LEAVING ME.because i wont leave you!!!U HEAR ME?!im not asking you to leave me.i know you don have time.i understand....we have argued bout this.i hope this problem has been solved.i juz dowan you to think otherwise.i hope u will find time for me...even if u don have..i promise i will wait for u.i love u so very much dear...

having difficulties

aiksss..having difficulties in this.not to sure how to do this and that..i hope i can manage it later.hehe.this will be a place for me to vomit out all my complaints..hehe.oh well,how much can i complain?i cant complain everyday u see..hehe..
here it goes...