work while travelling, calling it FUN ??

Perhaps study is one thing I could do right now since the economy is getting worse and It will not be getting any better for the next 2 years or so... so what should I study? I have no freaking idea.

Work while travelling, calling it Fun? no way! It is a very stressful job... i dont think I need to go in further details on the job description coz it is NO FUN at all!!! and you wouldn't understand it either... makes "him" don't even bother to boost up my confidence. not helping!

Fun comes when we are on holiday!! NOT WORK! it is totally a different environment and with the responsibilities we carry, we have to be very fit and smart enough. Especially when we land on a foreign country with langguage barrier , likely to be the biggest obstacles! 1 thing which i most afraid of and couldnt avoid. sigh, now.... the country which I hate most and I need to work in early June , CHINA, Shanghai! shieeeettt... Argh!!!!!!!

Happy to be able to make few trips and not happy because I have spent alot of $$$. Sob...

Schedule from Apr 09 :-

• Apr - Jakarta
• May - Bangkok
• Jun - Shanghai ( i hate banyak banyak )
  
• July - Phuket
• Aug - Bali

Hoping and praying hard that my group members are all GOOD & KIND people. please please please be good! TQ!

Gosh, I freaking hate MANDARIN!
HELP!

Drastic times call for Drastic Measures

Desperate moments .... it all came when the economy crisis hit us plus the H1N1 disease. What is wrong?! Many people lose their jobs.. retrenchment... otherwise, salary reduction!!

Currently, what I am going through is salary reduction, of 20% and unpaid leave. WTF!
Cant stand this nuissance and all of us are struggling very hard in order to survive.
We will not be going extra mile on our daily sales. " what for work so hard with a little earning yet not even able to enjoy a little bit of fun in LIFE! " Wtf again!

These "people" were saying " hold your horses! it will be alright later" , You mean in a years time or 2 or 3? come on ppl!!! Are you overwhelmed with these results and it is not getting any better yet worse?! WAKE UP!

Im not gonna remain joyful in this situation.That is for sure! I Lurve buying things I adore, ie : shoes! BUT * mana ada extra money to do so ? *
But don't worry about the joy ... Am grateful enough that im still alive and kicking!

Should I make a change in my life? perhaps study again?


to be continued . . .