do i ever cross your mind?

should i consider myself sad??i have u back in my life...im really glad and happy to have u back.somehow,i felt lack of love from u.haihz.perhaps u are juz too busy...
dunno how to explain to u and i dunno whether i should tell u or not because i know if i do,bad things will happen.which is of course I DONT WANT.
we dont talk much these days,ever since we are back together.moreover,u nvr asked to "see me in webcam anymore" those days,u alwiz want to see me..haihz.
im looking forward to see you and be with u forever n ever...and never part..i love u so so much dear..i truly do..

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life,that word is love

im sorry but it's very painful to treat u as a friend when i really do love u.i don't know how to control myself.it's just too painful this past few weeks...

im glad that all these is over and we are back together again.im happy to have u back in my life.be strong and have faith dear.i will be with u real soon.all u need to do is to have a little patience.can u do tat for me?i will alwiz be with u...and i wont leave u..few more months and i will be with u.hang on!

Its hard to pretend u love someone when u don but its harder to pretend tat u don love someone when u really do...agree?The more u love, the more u lose a part of u.yet u don become less of u are, instead u end up being complete..i felt complete when im with u.*muaks*

HATE MY LIFE

im like a time bomb now...when will i explode?we will see!!because i cant bare living like that..such way!u think im happy right now?u think my life is not lonely now?u think my life is not miserable now?u know wat?i am now..YES!!!!i am lonely,frustrated and miserable NOW!u always asked me not to simply assume..but u DID it!!u assume that i will be much happier now.u are so wrong!

before all these happen...i never felt all these things but now i do!
yeah...u chose this because u thought it would be better for both of us.now,do u think it is?I DON'T THINK SO!

i felt im worthless to u...im nothing to u now..not even close to a friend from the way u treat me right now.i know,ur love for me is fading...probably it has gone by now..

i just don't understand!!!!!!!after all we have gone through,this is what happened in the end!

HATE MY LIFE!

what is the right word?

i like to use exactly the right word to convey my thoughts.

today i need the word that means 'for a very long time'
hmmm..let me see.any ideas?let's see...

here are some words that i know -'centuries','ages','a lifetime'
but somehow....nope..not long enough.

how about these - 'a millinnieum' or 'an eon'
nope..still not quite right..hmmm..wat else?

maybe one of these? - 'forever' or 'in perpetuity'
close eh?but not quite it.

these sounds better dont u think?-'eternity' or 'infinity'
still not exactly right

oh yes,here's the word i was looking for
there is nothing quite so long as 'NEVER'

agree??

living with misery...haihz..

this is the only place for me to tell u that i love u

felt very sad...haihz..tears always seem to appear...i am sad because i can't love u now..='( somehow,i know...u will read this.this is the only way for me to show u and let u know that i alwiz love u..i love u all along..i've sent u a postcard.i hope u will receive it soon.i do not know wat to write to address u..should i call u dear?or i should juz call u by name?haih..sob sob..

tonight,im alone here in my room...flashing back and remember how we loved..it calms my soul and stills my heart.i think back on the years gone by,and i know tat i was blessed...blessed to have u here in my heart.And then I stop and think of you, and wonder where you are...are you standing out beneath the sky? And looking at the stars.we think of all the times gone by, but we do it from separate places.but i know...we are having the same thoughts..arent we?

there can only be juz one u,of that i can be sure...memories that we had still linger fresh and memories that we had alwiz keep us warm at night.
forget the sad times we had...as the heart and soul, need sweet warm thoughts, to help it mend again...and our hearts, we know that our love goes on and on.

i want u to know that as long as u remember the love that we had... u will nvr walk alone...

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop

there are so much things which i want to say to u..but i know,im not in the right place to tell u.however,i really want u to know...='(

i want to tell u that i love u..but can i?i want to tell u tat i miss u..but can i?i want to tell u that i want to be with u and i dowan to break up with u..but can i?haih..love that i want to give to u..but i cant.. ='(

I walked outside and blew kisses into the sky. So one day, you'll be sitting down, or maybe taking a walk, and all of a sudden seemingly out of the blue, you'll stop to think of me, only it will be because those kisses finally found their way to you

After I wake up from dreaming about you, I have the biggest smile on my face. Then it quickly fades away because I realize that it was just a dream and you're not really mine.

i got tagged!here it goes...

3 hobbies
~eat eat and eat?yummy food!
~ahhh..my bed is telling me that i need to say S L E E P ! =P
~going holidays!

3 things on my to-do list
~study lor..what else?
~aiks...my bed is calling me again!*evil laugh*
~drink water?sick ler..sob sob

3 unique traits
~ready to hear ur problems!!u can share anything with me
~cheer u up!
~u can trust me...

3 favourite drinks
~i have no choice but to like plain water...hehe
~lemonade
~fruit wine

3 passions
~movies and dramas
~M U S I C ! definitely
~collecting teddy bears =)

3 awesome movies
~the lake house
~ spiderman
~walt disney movies..cartoons!!

3 good bands
~bellefire!love em...
~a teens
~westlife

3 things I am anal about
~smokers
~drinkers
~unfaithful guys

3 random guy
~ws *miss u
~ken *stupid fella
~cant think of anyone else

3 bad habits
~lazy
~stubborn
~sensitive

3 painful experiences
~have to be apart from my love one
~having my single life now
~couldnt say "i love u" to you

3 treasured moments
~going to a place i've nvr been
~being with "u"
~moments in school?

3 goals before 30
~get married!!!
~have lots of money!
~round the world!!!i must!

3 favourite desserts
~ice-cream.....yum yum
~jelly
~perhaps puddings