turning to a new leaf

i realise that im quite sensitive nowadays...what u said is true.i really need to change.It's all because of jealousy.i really need to open my heart and have a positive thinking.u have a very strong will and trust.i want that too...
when there are ppl trying to get me,u stayed calm...however,i would have think that u doesnt care if someone else take me away.another point of view,u stayed calm coz u have trust in me and u know i wouldn't fall for others.
which is which?shrugs...
we shouldn't have doubts in each other whereelse we should have trust and confidence in each other.this is wat i alwiz tell myself ...nevertheless,strong will is very important to achieve our goal.hopefully,u did not forget what is it...

J E A L O U S Y is really a very big prob.can mess up things and can ruin ones relationship.don't u agree?thinking negatively can lead to a ugly conclusion.

dear,i know u are a very good guy,a very good friend and a very good bf.a person who really cherish friendship.i know,frens are very important to u.U are Friendly to people and u will keep in touch with every single fren,either a girl or a guy.It is a good thing to keep in touch with friends and it's one of ur good point.somehow,i get jealous when u are close to girls.i know i shouldn't be and i should be lucky to have such a good bf.i truly appreciate what i have now.muaks.u have been a really good bf!!we have a future to obtain!