i wonder

sometimes..i wonder.do you really love me?thinking about it..i know u do love me.After everything we had gone through together.Of course you do love me..Don't you?why you stopped blogging already?everyday,i will see what you have updated because you said it was dedicated to me.But it has not been updated for ages!Is it because you don't love me anymore?WHY?you are too busy??it's ok if you are..but please tell me..you know im sensitive in all these stuffs...haih.
nowadays,you are so busy.i wonder,have you ever stopped and think of me?have you ever wonder how i felt over here?have you ever understand??have you tried thinking from my point of view?i know you will be very angry if you read this...I hope you are not angry of me when you read this.Just dunno who to turn to..and also,you are always busy..don't really have time for me to tell you.
are u thinking of breaking up with me?because i complain so much...haih.i hope u dont think that way.all i want is juz some time with u.some time for me to love u as we are already so far apart.All i can do is love u from afar..what else can i do?but to care for u from afar.I do care about you alot.i hope u wont think negative things.DONT U EVEN DARE TO THINK OF LEAVING ME.because i wont leave you!!!U HEAR ME?!im not asking you to leave me.i know you don have time.i understand....we have argued bout this.i hope this problem has been solved.i juz dowan you to think otherwise.i hope u will find time for me...even if u don have..i promise i will wait for u.i love u so very much dear...