Happy Valentine's Day!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!

Yay! I got a packet of nice sweets from Ron... so sweet of him =)


Hmmph, never receive anything yet from Mr Low!!

tata!

Get a life!

Humans can never be satisfied with whatever they have. Neither do I…

I hate almost everything around me! My career and so on…

Sometimes, people just wouldn’t appreciate with whatever they have. They will start comparing even with tiny little things. In fact, they are the lucky ones. If you want to compare, please compare with education and the $$$ that were given, and not forgetting…high tech gadgets. Don’t be selfish and ungrateful! You are not the unlucky one because I don’t get any of those.

I studied very hard for my SPM, though I didn’t really get flying colours , I am satisfied with my results. I am disappointed when I was not given the chance to study in a well known college or given the chance to upgrade my knowledge. I gave up and I just took whatever chances I have.. Which is one and only course , tourism…cheapest and the only education which will only be supported. That is all im gonna have , either take it or leave it! I just took it for the sake of completing it… and now, im stuck in travel industry. I don’t even know if this path is the right path. Don’t seem to lead me anywhere.

My mom favor me more because I am independent and able to think… real matured. Moreover, I don’t get any $$ from her. She only chip in sometimes when I don’t have enough money. That also because I am only given RM200 a month during college time. COMPARE to my brother, he gets RM600 a month … with phone bill being paid for! What the heck you want to compare more?! I have a bf living in UK and me Paying my own damn phone bill. By the way, i bought my own laptop ok! not MOM!

I am proud enough to say, im smarter than you! I should be the one getting all those bloody education and not YOU! Please be considerate enough and stop comparing for God sake! I strive in this travel industry with a very low pay, just enough to eat and to survive in this cruel world. Life is unfair… yes it is unfair…

I am proud because I can survive alone in this world without anymore cash flow from parents. One day you will understand how hard it is to earn a living in this society.

You better fucking appreciate with whatever you have now and if you don't you will regret for the rest of your life!

CNY

Let the pictures do the talking *wink* my fav jeans & shoes

me & mom

again me & mom

wiz cousin & grandparents

as usual, lou sang

too lazy to blog...hehe. mom just came back from south africa. wish I could visit someday.

The end~

journey of 08

There are loads of happy times as well as sad times through out this year of '08.

what makes me happy most was the day you are back from Dubai and was able to spend 1 solid week with me. this meant so much to me.. more than anything else.

second comes to my achievement in work, leading a group to western country is what i always dream of.... perth! this came only in the month of dec. not too late! plus, i get to meet my friend, melder ...

perth (king's park)

i have gained lots of experience while travelling and i have seen lots of things from other parts of the world. now, im no longer afraid to lead a tour but with full confidence...


sad times ~ i missed out alot of outings with friends, due to work.
couldn't get my UK visa (wasted RM1440.00) T.T

bye 08

on new year's '09 eve

Did you catch your last breath before stepping into the year of '09?

Last thing about tonight , celebrating the new year, in jade restaurant, with mouth watering + high quality food is all we needed! WELCOME 2009 !!!

shark fin soup!

delicious chicken

pork

special fried rice 'one of the best'

steam fish (oops i forgot to snap the dessert.... it was too tasty =P)

the end

end of nov

5 and a half days a week for more than a year, I have been working in the same place, I have travelled to 7 countries and more to come. Life has never been dull for I have seen many beautiful spots in this world. I have always liked the process of communicating with walk in clients (not all are good) , to provide them an enjoyable holiday with good feedbacks. I like that. Every phase of the little journey I have now is a total pleasure and a life time experience. Often, I get offended with some people around me. They are ungrateful people, they only foresee themselves, never have thought of others. Selfish ! I have never said anything to offend them back yet I kept silent all the time. Waste of my time and energy to even speak a word to them. I can work on my own without help from others though I have loads of work to be done and reports and so on to do. It has always been a challenge and though the pile of work is drowning me, I know I can handle them. Frustration is only to human beings but not my work. Kinda make me dislike others. Let’s not talk about it. It is just my daily routine…
i have been working OT for the whole week and never really had a good rest and a good weekend. Life seem meaningless when I don’t have enough gold… You see, I have become a sort of robot. Work daily, go home during the weekend. I can even tell when the commuter stops and don’t have to look up to know which station we have stopped. I can even tell how much it will cost if I were to take a cab from the same old place to another.
It’s like a lost pup straying on an empty street circulating the same zone. How should I phrase my true account of feelings? A lost pup waiting for the return of it’s owner and to take over his responsibilities towards this matter. The question is Will you? As a matter of fact, I have been missing the owner of my fragile heart.

Should I get maxis broadband so that I can online at home? However, it will be another commitment. Should I or should I not? Hmmm…
Felt like taking a MC after such a long hours at work and stress which have been added and still adding at a daily basis. HELP!
Christmas season is on the way! Have you guys prepared gifts for your love ones? Well, am preparing! I have always liked this season of the year. It is always filled with joy and laughter. A wish list is what im gonna do later. Tee-hee-hee. I really need a genie !! Poof! *money* Poof * a flight ticket*poof* a puppy*poof***
BALI AUG ’09 ~ here I come! =) happynya, a repeat trip but with my mom along!

a new hair make over

Nothing as important as this, Cherish!! i am not invited in your blog?? =( i just saw the message in facebook. i cant log on to facebook in office. sorry that i only saw the msg just now and i guess it is too late! =(

I had a long long day today. I was at work since 9 and i forgot to take my access card! got fine by the HR! damn it! was so busy in the office with customers walking in to make payments and bookings. sigh... so tiring! i have a rough day yesterday with meeting and also a little lecture from my manager saying that my sales has dropped. im really unhappy about it and i hope i can do better this month round. supports ?

My day hasnt end after 1pm, i went to the saloon and start doing rebonding since 230pm and it was only done at 7pm!! gosh i didnt know it took that long and so many process!! i guess my neck broke and i realize that im really impatient!!!

LOL~ anyway, my new hair!! my bf said i look like the cat with the pomelo on my head and my mom said i look like an egyptian.... stop laughing! it is not cheap ok! EXTRAVAGANTLY SPENDED!

It's all about cambodia & Ho Chi Minh City

29 Sep 08, an assignment to Cambodia & vietnam, twin countries at 1 go. Knew this trip is gonna be real tiring! Missed Hari Raya holidays... argh! WHAT A WASTE! missed ronnie's birthday party... so sad! most of all, a very special day for my dearie wei siong. It's his birthday !

First day of arrival in Siem reap was already a disaster, 1 fella gone nuts and kept scolding about me nvr give clear instructions. I was like &#&@(* !!! why only you got problem? why others no problem? purely because you nvr pay attention to me!! damn!

Visit the home industry... how they make the wood carvings and so on. BORING!

here comes the optional tour to Lake tonle Sap! woot!!! $$$

Lake tonle sap (boat ride) to see the floating houses, floating hospital, school and shops. Can you imagine if you were making babies at night? if you see other floating houses is rocking. well, you know wat they are up to! =P chi kek nya...

Lunch was so- so and we checked into the hotel after a hearty meal , Monoreach Hotel (4star) yippeee!!! Checked all rooms and a short briefing.

Gather at 430 pm , proceed to bakheng hill to watch the sunset. AIKS! didnt know it was so high up that we all missed the sunset. plus it was gonna rain. Streets with stalls selling duck eggs. well, with an unborn duckling in it. YUCKS! but it's good for health , especially to mens according to the local guide. hehehe. it seems like sex can last longer wor... wonder how true is it?

Dinner and proceed back to the hotel.. WANT A MASSAGE?! oh yes!! $$$

930pm to a massage centre. relaxnya! FOC for me =P

Lake tonle sap

Second day, A full day trip with temples and temples..wats and wats. "wats" means Temple.Gosh...just like egypt. Pyramids and pyramids.LOL. well, first sight was exciting... after a few trips, you will probably get sick of it. hehe.... pics!!The most intersting place that i love most is the Tha phrom. where the "tomb raider" movie took place at. Remember?Another massage after a long day!

entrance to visit the Wats

this is the wat! Ugly or heritage?

speciality is the reflection of the wat at the water surface.cool?

this is what you see...well, with stories of course.

where everyone wants to see the seven wonders of the world. ANGKOR WAT!

entrance to angkor wat. oh ya, baby called me at this time. when i was about to enter the wat

Leaving the wat

ta phrom

END of SIEM REAP

Third day.Started our journey to phnom penh at 730am. how unfortunate we are where we have to get stuck in a terrible jam on the way to phnom penh. holiday ends for the cambodian and they were going back to their city for work the next day..... u muz be wondering what sort of festival eh? GHOST FESTIVAL! aiks! how lucky we are. stuck in a jam for 10 hours! worse than kl! where we should reach phnom penh after 5 hrs. no toilet stop.... no food... group members were making so much noise that i almost gonna explode. at last they need to go to the bushes for a pee and eat the spiders( bought at one of the toilet stop on the way to phnom penh) . LOL . I DID NOT EVEN TOUCH ANY OF THE SPIDERS! though i was starving ! it is just too disgusting. they were big big black spiders. take a look!Arrived in phnom penh at late evening and we had our so called lunch where it was supposed to be our dinner. sigh. then, checked into the hotel called diamond hotel. sucky hotel. the lift can only fit 3 ppl. nvr stay thr!!! phnom penh is a very irie city to me because alot of innocent ppl died during the pol pot war. casinos were everywhere.more than 80 casinos. they even have 1 in my hotel. gather at lobby at 730 and proceed to naga resort ... biggest casino in cambodia. very nice casino. first time entering a casino in my whole life. well, tat is because im not 21 yet to enter genting casino.didnt know my first visit to casino would be in cambodia. =) i likey!

Cricket

mouth watering spiders!it's not cheap ok! RM1 for 1

Fourth day in phnom penh, visit toul sleng musuem... ok, no pics for this place. is too scary. lots of ppl died there and lots of skelatons. no way im gonna take any pic. what if i see a shadow at 1 of my pics? that is too scary for me.... then, proceed to see some monuments and the royal palace. then, river cruise in mekong river at late evening before dinner. relaxnya in phnom penh!

End of phnom penh

Morning 730 again to ho chi minh city. another 5 hours journey... luckily no traffic jam! however, everyone were afraid and bought lots and lots of buiscuits and bread just in case! lol. cute!when we are about to cross the border line.... the officers in cambodia were so cunning! they wanted 10usd , otherwise will not chop our passport and to let us cross. what the fuck!!! i was in fury and when another officer with a higher pose walked out, his employees were so afraid and chop our passport with a sulky face. nvm that, they took our vietnam embarkation card! what for!? obviously because they were not satisfied and were unhappy with us. This time they really get on my nerves and i went and screw all the officers! then the one with the higher pose came out and see what happened. I told him off ...What are u guys trying to do and why want to keep all our embarkation cards? doesnt want us to cross vietnam or what?! then he spoke in khmer to his employees....only they gave me back all the embarkation cards. GEEZ!

worst still in vietnam immigration!!! we were lining up at the immigration when suddenly the officer ask us to move aside! reason was to let another group to line up to chop their passport. WTF AGAIN!?? makan money again!!! both immigrations are all blood suckers. sickening COUNTRY! gave me so many problems! Thank God the members didnt blame me.

Arrived in Ho chi minh, dont wanna talk about hcmc. frustrated with the damn local guide. money face and he thinks that he can bully me. mess with me and u are dead!!!! he was so rude to my members that i have to told him off. this is the first time im dealing with such local guide. complaints were being made by all members. BLACK LIST HIM!

anyway, we went to cu chi tunnel... interesting place! take a look at the pics! =) itinerary were too relaxing in hcmc. the local guide proposed some optional tour but because of his bad behavious towards the members, they decided not to join any. Sadddddddddddddd... there goes my $$$ . it is all the local guide fault. damn!

Dinner on a cruise. Yummy and i lurve this cruise!

second day in hcmc... just shopping and shopping. monuments and monuments. the itinerary ends after half a day.

cu chi tunnel! dare to enter?

dinner on cruise

last day in hcmc, shopping at ben thanh market. The day goes on with shopping stops until transfered to airport. After we have checked in at 5pm, we proceed to our boarding gate to wait for our flight at 7pm. GUESS WAT? the flight was delayed until 830pm! i was hungry and thirsty. i went up the next floor to look for food and water and they were so expensive!!! 1 instant noodle cup cost USD7 and 1 bottle of mineral water USD3. That is the cheapest i could find! #(*&@ so expensive!! therefore, i waited and waited until i go up the plane. the flight was full and all the food and drinks were almost sold out ! i have no choice but to order the chicken rice. regretful.... never ever order chicken rice in air asia!!! it sucks! touched down kul almost midnight and the taxi stand queue was so long . i think 200 ppl were in the line. If i were to wait for it, i think i need to wait until 3am at least. so i decided to jump queue... sorry but i needed to go back early as i need to work the next morning! didnt have a choice.... arrived home at 1230am. Exhausted !

Tour ends!

Group pics

a postcard sent to my boyfriend

END

Happy birthday to my dearest boyfriend!

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It's like a dream

Arrival hall (KL sentral)
This is where i picked you up on 23rd Aug. Now, I am sitting here alone... not waiting for someone but to recall how delighted i was when i saw you walking towards me with a smile on your charming face. sigh, time flies and now i am left alone again. How i wished that i am now sitting, waiting for your arrival. The atmosphere and feelings are still so clear in mind. Presence of you made my life so much brighter. so much of happiness and laughter. Now that you are gone... everything seems so dim in my life. Though we argued alot for the past few weeks... im sorry...

ARGH!!! no mood to work and no mood to lead tour!!!! WHAT TO DO!
I want my bf back!

This period of happiness is just like a dream ... A dream that i didnt want it to end ...

last masterpiece of 2008

Pictures pictures!!!

Year 08 / sep / 21st

too little time

I remembered clearly that i wanted time to fly fast when i was at my young age ... about 10 yrs old. When i reach 14, i was so impatient to finish high school. Then comes 15 yrs old... I met my bf in high school ... got together happily until I was 17th, he needed to further his studies in The UK. I was well prepared and ready to accept the fact until he flew on that very day... cry like mad! Whatever it is, i still need to go through it. Sigh, have been this way until today... you are flying back to UK for your final year. I thought this time i will have the chance to go over with you... Nevertheless, have already prepared myself and feeling excited until my visa application got turned down. All my dreams was shattered and I didnt dare to think any further. Didnt want to pursue any further as I know it is just a waste of time. sigh... another disappointment. Now I am 20 and i felt like time is flying too fast. It was like I only see you for a week instead of a month.... was it too little time or time is just running fast? which is which?

I didnt want to go to the airport because I know i cannot control myself, tears and I will become emotional on all things. Im sorry and im not being a bad gf. I just couldnt bear the pain to see you go... to see you check in and walk down the escalator to the boarding gate. I do not know how many more years I have to wait or how long more i have to wait just to see you and to be able to feel you again .. IN REAL! Now I have to depend on the electronic devices. AIKS!

Here, I would like to express . . .
Thanks for everything ! Especially the amount of effort and money you have put in. I appreciate all of it and I hope I can do something better in future so that you will not think that im useless.
Plus,
Love that 1 week!!! Duration of 1 week is never enough for me!

MATTA fair is over... What a relieved... !!! work loads have been slowing down... hope to catch up with my friends soon.

Anyway, next destination will be to CAMBODIA + VIETNAM. Twin countries . . . Interesting!!! Yet .... stressful... sigh. I need some energy to boost up my confidence! never been leading tour for quite some time... sudah berkarat... and now I have to shine it back... don have the urge to go anymore... yikes! bad sign bad sign... I need support! =(

next destination in Thailand

I am flying off to KRABI this very afternoono. Don't feel excited at all. Probably i dont have my bf to go with or friends. LOL. well, i guess i gotta explore the place myself! high target to sell KRABI for this coming MATTA fair!

Almost cover the whole of thailand already. Well, not all.... next will be KOH SAMUI! Last destination in my list for Thailand! Best attraction in Thailand . . . shopping paradise.muahahha.

Gosh, got caught for using MSN in the office and penalty of RM100 on those users. *@&#(*!&@.

F*** UP! DAMN ! ~speechless . . .

my baby wei siong is coming back!! yeah!!!! look at his latest photo with a charming face. Though he put on a little weight..hehe. BUT i still love u!!! muaks!

That's all for now... Im so lazy to update.

diabetic goner

I am now hanging out in the Starbucks. Using the internet service while serving with a HOT signature Choc..well, my favourite! no doubt.

As usual, this time and season of the year... all the middle east ppl will be drowning Malaysia especially tourist area. They are rich ! they can even afford to stay in a 5 star hotel for the whole of 1 to 2 months! imagine that! therefore, most of the hotels in Kuala Lumpur is basically fully booked!

Back in Starbucks, I saw this young middle east lady..well, i am guessing they are from Dubai..most of them came from that city. she odered choc... same like mine..well, a big one...guess what were she doing at the small counter? she add sugar and sugar and choc flakes!
OMG! it is supposed to be very sweet already! what were she thinking? has she lost her mind or perhaps her taste buds? OR am i just over reacted? well, i hope she doesnt end up being a diabetic patient. Aint a good sickness to have.

I was borned in a family with diabetic genes... argh! my dad and his parents are having this diabetic problem and had to be on medication at all times! i dont wanna be like them! though it runs in the family, i have a clean record from my mom side!!! come on, i dont wanna suffer this disease!!! maybe i should cut hot choc..... hmmm..cut on sweet foods... but i like CANDY!!! yummmy chocs! melting in my mouth...urgh...it taste real good! ok.... stop ~ hehe~

working in a stress environment..cant wait to go to PD for a nice and relaxing holiday! but it is only TUE today! hmmm... make the time go faster please!!

Im officially broke btw....

schedule of the month of AUG

Yup! Valerie if fully booked for the month of Aug. Definitely having a hard life but a little fun chemistry adding to the month. Well, basically i have bought a new lappy! yeah... that's the best item i have ever had besides my Sony camera.hehe... Woops..there goes all the money. Now, consider myself bankrupt! T.T. Sob... what a standard of living im gonna have for the following month. trifty and trifty!!!
Outings on every weekend! Following weekend,Port dickson with colleagues is gonna be fun! staying in a 4star hotel Avillion cove is all worthwhile as we have agent rates, nett to nett.. tee hee hee..deluxe room less than RM200! where to find ler... Marvellous! Then, flying off to Krabi for a relaxing massage and spa theraphy...right, that is only for my mom. Im gonna go island hopping !! well, though im all alone ...(cousin with her bf) i am sure i can enjoy myself. No doubt, gonna fish a gorgeous mat salleh in the sea... LOL. water sports!!! exciting ! cant wait for the thrill ....

There comes the happiest day! my dear gonna fly back home...quietly ... on the 23rd! 4 weeks vacation before returning to the UK for his final year. Im so so excited ... couldnt wait for the day to come. cant wait to hug you tight. Hey dear, why do you consider it a D-day?
I am so gonna glue to you..obviously, the main reason is because i am broke and needed someone(u) to lean on...like a parasit. LOL.i know you wouldnt mind... promised to fill you with all sorts of chemistry on the 29th! Genting is the chosen place!

I hope time pass quickly this month!

I'm watching mummy 3 tonight at 8pm in bukit tinggi! Movie of the month! though Wall-e is coming up.

Mom has admitted to hospital on Thursday night. Was having Virul Fever. Terrible virus.
the next day i had fever up to 38.5 degrees. torturing ! so i was on MC.... cool ! i hate working in the office. boring! rotting and stressful with undone casses. geez.... sickening!

Heard that the IT dept has come up with a name list on who played games , online chatting and dowloading stuffs during the working hours. penalty of RM100 will be charged on those unfortunate employees. WHAT THE *#*#! what sort of rules is this. ~ speechless~

don't care if they read my blog...hmmph! go on and keep the records on my visted websites!

EnD with an evil grin...

lately...

Never ending briefing on products... There are so many tourist attractions in this world. I will never learn finish and I will never get to explore all of them . Argh! I am so tired of working. The load of stress is killing me. Bookings piling up and yet to be settled. I hate rude clients... I hate impatient plus stubborn clients. they are one of a kind where we have no limits. Anyway, as time passes, my patience has stretch to outer space..beyond you can ever imagine. probably i'm just sick and got tired of their behaviour. Nevermind, important part is I have gain something out of it.

Everyone is leaving Malaysia... Kenneth have left to Perth and Gideon is returning to Perth next weekend. So why am I still here?? I need a holiday... a long break... I dislike this dull life here. It is just work and sleep. Nothing benefits me besides testing my patience daily. sigh...what sort of boring life!! wasting my teenage life..Im only 20 yrs and when can i make a magnificient walk in life? arent im supposed to Do something fun in this stage of life?! GEEZ! sickening..

All i ask for is just a simple life.. to have someone to sprinkle me some love and care... I mean i really need it physically. Why on earth unwanted ppl kept pouring it all over me? I dont want!!! geram~~~

new hairstyle... tee hee hee... thicker fringe and looking like a doll.. regretnya.........anyway, bear with it val!!

new hairstyle!

old hair style with gideon yeoh!

kenneth leaving to aussie already.. sob