Get a life!

Humans can never be satisfied with whatever they have. Neither do I…

I hate almost everything around me! My career and so on…

Sometimes, people just wouldn’t appreciate with whatever they have. They will start comparing even with tiny little things. In fact, they are the lucky ones. If you want to compare, please compare with education and the $$$ that were given, and not forgetting…high tech gadgets. Don’t be selfish and ungrateful! You are not the unlucky one because I don’t get any of those.

I studied very hard for my SPM, though I didn’t really get flying colours , I am satisfied with my results. I am disappointed when I was not given the chance to study in a well known college or given the chance to upgrade my knowledge. I gave up and I just took whatever chances I have.. Which is one and only course , tourism…cheapest and the only education which will only be supported. That is all im gonna have , either take it or leave it! I just took it for the sake of completing it… and now, im stuck in travel industry. I don’t even know if this path is the right path. Don’t seem to lead me anywhere.

My mom favor me more because I am independent and able to think… real matured. Moreover, I don’t get any $$ from her. She only chip in sometimes when I don’t have enough money. That also because I am only given RM200 a month during college time. COMPARE to my brother, he gets RM600 a month … with phone bill being paid for! What the heck you want to compare more?! I have a bf living in UK and me Paying my own damn phone bill. By the way, i bought my own laptop ok! not MOM!

I am proud enough to say, im smarter than you! I should be the one getting all those bloody education and not YOU! Please be considerate enough and stop comparing for God sake! I strive in this travel industry with a very low pay, just enough to eat and to survive in this cruel world. Life is unfair… yes it is unfair…

I am proud because I can survive alone in this world without anymore cash flow from parents. One day you will understand how hard it is to earn a living in this society.

You better fucking appreciate with whatever you have now and if you don't you will regret for the rest of your life!