Sunday, March 25, 2007

thoughts




Thoughts of u never ends.No matter how wonderful my life now is...there will be an emptiness.i couldnt find the same happiness i had ever since u are gone..i have never been real happy ever since then.my life is so misearable ever since..so lonely..when will this END?sigh...


When will this empty space be filled again?Only u can fill it and only u can make me happy again.


i miss u...im still waiting for u..and i will still wait no matter how long it takes






Tuesday, February 27, 2007

AgAiN?

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS

[ ]Talked back to a teacher.always.LOL
[ ] Been kicked out of class. i so guai
[ ] Worn pajamas to school. NO
[ ] Had your tooth fall out at school. erm...primary time
[ ] Gotten lost in your school. i have good sense of direction =P
[ ]Broken the dress code in school. rules are meant to be broken
[ ] Completely failed a test. isnt that normal?
[ ] Left class without asking. told ya im a good gal
[ ] Missed a whole week of school. during UPSR trial = due to allergic to med
[ ] Thrown up in school. ahhh...yea..when im sick
[ ] Been beat up at school. i beat ppl got lar

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS

[ ] Argue with your parents a lot. a daily routine!
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot. : he's an idiot
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot. too bad..i dont have 1
[ ] Have your own room. : YUP!
[ ] Do your own laundry : It is my JOB in the house
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while. : only to someone special
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home. : >.<
[ ] Wear pyjamas when you are not going anywhere. : till i pom pom lor
[ ] You sleep in very long. it is a PIG year
[ ] All you do is watch television. : oh yesssss! if only i have the time and the tv alone!
[ ] Your parents are divorced. HELL NOT!
[ ] your family makes you cry alot. only on fire
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you. :last time...used to when i was a little gal
[ ] You can't stand being with your parents TAKE ME AWAY!

FRIEND CONFESSIONS

[ ] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.certain ppl
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends. yes!
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life . not only 1
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you. : nah....
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend. -.-"
[ ] You have memorized a friends phone number. depends who
[ ] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number. no big deal! all i have is a hp(phonebook)
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses. nope
[ ]you love most of your friends. : lurve them!
[ ] You bite your nails. thank god i dont have this habit
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives. i hate sharp things
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed. now that is WEIRD!
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.WEIRD again!
[ ] There is at least one sound you cannot stand. kill those mosquitoes!
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers i wish i could
[ ] You are good at telling lies if it is nessesary but not good in it

LOVE CONFESSIONS

[ ]You currently like someone. i shall say LOVE
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes. sot meh
[ ]You can stay commited for an unusually long time. wat u think?
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily. am not that kind of person
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before. HE DARE?slap him!
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called youself-centered before. dont understand

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS

[ ] You hate George Bush. no comments
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal. AGREE! innocent babies!
[ ] Gay marriage is fine by you. yup
[ ] Boys make better friends than girls do. this i agree!
[ ] The beach is an excellent place for a date. not nessesary...but beach!who doesnt like?
[ ] Pink is an ugly color. : i think it is sweet
[ ] Needles aren't so horrible. they arent...
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal WHAT THE....
[ ]You have plenty of secrets. not gonna tell u!

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS

[ ] Fallen up the stairs. that is scary!
[ ] Someone has tied your shoelaces together. who dares to do that?
[ ] Had a nail fall off. yes..my poor toe nail...
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis ??
[ ] Had surgery No
[ ] Slapped someone across the face. yes..
[ ] Killed someone. swt
[ ] Someone has called you a tease. i smack that fella
[ ] You have been to Europe sadly..no
[ ] You have worn something inside outfor a whole day =P

PEOPLE TO TAG
anyone!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

sorry for the late update

sorry ppl for not updating this blog.have been very busy these days with lots of homeworks and not forgetting my major exam is drawing nearer and nearer.

there are so much things tat i want to complain here.haha.first of all,everyday i have to attend class from 10am to 5pm!!every single day!this is driving me nuts!how can any human stand this sort of thing?after class,i will take my dinner and wat do ya think i would do the next thing? REST!after tat,i have to finish my homeworks and not forgetting study as well.exams don seem to stop at all!!argh.it is indeed tiring and it has been a routine ever since last month.another thing is my major exam falls on the 17th march.it's a Happy day and also a scary day.figure it out why.sob sob T.T

Is my dear coming back this year?hmmm..seems like u are confused eh?don worry about it.if u were meant to be back here for summer,u WILL.besides,if u come back...we can go for holiday!
moreover,i will be going over to UK in a few months time.im so excited!!dear mentioned tat how are we to have fun without $$$.u dont need to work ur ass off.hehe.u made it sounds horrible.=p im sorry if u had to because of me.haha!juz kidding.it has always been fun when ever we are together.right dear?money cant buy fun...hmmm..on the second thought,it does but not necessary.we still can have fun without using a single penny!!trust me!im happy as long as im with u!!!thats good enough and tat, money cant buy =)

i will be working as bahasa malaysia&english teacher starting on the 14th.just a temporary teacher for a month or 2.which school?Sekolah Tengku Ampuan Jemaah(STAJ)the worst school i guess..with all the naughty students!i have to be fierce enough to handle them but the thing is...can i?haha.not to mention,this is my first job and i really hope tat it wont turn to be a disaster!!well,an experience to gain!no regrets!!oops,better not speak too soon as i have heard tat a gal before me resigned after the first day in school!she said "i will never get involved in teaching anymore" WOW!this really scares me,a little i guess.i hope i can overcome it.


Valentines day is juz around the corner and i dont have my dear to celebrate with.sob sob.HOW?i will be so lonely and miserable on tat day.sigh..='(

Monday, December 25, 2006

my favourite song by Mcfly

ALL ABOUT YOU
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you
Verse 1:
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you
Chorus:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!
(Guitar solo)
Chorus 2:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about (you)
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
(repeat until end)

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.(I MISS LOW WEI SIONG)
I dont watch TV these days.(no time!how?)
I wear glasses or contact lenses(sometimes..glasses)
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse. (if someone get on my nerves)
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
Im paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (OH YES!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.(how i wish..)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (a naughty one)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.(only eyelashes)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.(BEWARE)
I have a hidden talent.(right dear?)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.(are u nuts?)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (no wonder my phone bills so high la)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (a credit card as christmas pressie?pls..='( hehe)
Enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.(oh yes i do...MANY)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.(how can i possibly live without it?)
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.(did i?)
I've rejected someone before.(LOL)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.( i am now!all thx to NS)
I have a lot to learn.(it is true)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I'm happy at this moment! (ya meh?)
I'm obsessed with guys. (can i darling?)jk
I study for tests most of the time. (scared ma...)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.(can i add?i love guinea pigs,hamsters,puppies...)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.(IT IS MAJOR!)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.(cannot!noooo...)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thing!!!(coz i got ntg better to do)
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.(HELP!)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.(last time)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (*shy*)
I like a person of the same sex.(goodness gracious...NO)
I love being happy.(silly question)
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I stab:
danielle?
dunno who else

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

thank u my love

thank u my love...

ever since u came in my life,u have become apart of me and not forgetting,apart of u have grown in me.thank u for loving me,ur understanding,thank u for everything and u mean so much to me.
sometimes,i juz cant understand and i cant figure out why i love u so much!but that is the greatest gift of love.there's no reason and u juz need to return the love tat is given to u.besides tat,thank u for giving me the greatest feeling i have ever felt in my life.i promise u dear that i will alwiz cherish this and alwiz love u.thank u for everything u have done for me.i am looking forward to the life we will share together SOON
dear,i am very fortunate to have u in my life and u completes me.please remember and keep in mind tat nothing can ever change my love for u and watever happens i will alwiz love u and u are the only one for me.
once,u told me that if u really love someone then everything will work out juz fine and if we stay strong...we could make it through anything.
i notice tat this is wat true love all about and u know very well that i will be faithful to u..alwiz..so dear,dont have to worry coz my heart belongs to u and u had captured my heart.therefore,i am forever yours.no matter wat bad things happen,i will nvr give up this love.NEVER.
i love u forever dear...thank u so much for all the happiness u have brought into my life ...

Thursday, November 30, 2006

do i ever cross your mind?

should i consider myself sad??i have u back in my life...im really glad and happy to have u back.somehow,i felt lack of love from u.haihz.perhaps u are juz too busy...
dunno how to explain to u and i dunno whether i should tell u or not because i know if i do,bad things will happen.which is of course I DONT WANT.
we dont talk much these days,ever since we are back together.moreover,u nvr asked to "see me in webcam anymore" those days,u alwiz want to see me..haihz.
im looking forward to see you and be with u forever n ever...and never part..i love u so so much dear..i truly do..

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life,that word is love

im sorry but it's very painful to treat u as a friend when i really do love u.i don't know how to control myself.it's just too painful this past few weeks...

im glad that all these is over and we are back together again.im happy to have u back in my life.be strong and have faith dear.i will be with u real soon.all u need to do is to have a little patience.can u do tat for me?i will alwiz be with u...and i wont leave u..few more months and i will be with u.hang on!

Its hard to pretend u love someone when u don but its harder to pretend tat u don love someone when u really do...agree?The more u love, the more u lose a part of u.yet u don become less of u are, instead u end up being complete..i felt complete when im with u.*muaks*

Thursday, November 09, 2006

HATE MY LIFE

im like a time bomb now...when will i explode?we will see!!because i cant bare living like that..such way!u think im happy right now?u think my life is not lonely now?u think my life is not miserable now?u know wat?i am now..YES!!!!i am lonely,frustrated and miserable NOW!u always asked me not to simply assume..but u DID it!!u assume that i will be much happier now.u are so wrong!

before all these happen...i never felt all these things but now i do!
yeah...u chose this because u thought it would be better for both of us.now,do u think it is?I DON'T THINK SO!

i felt im worthless to u...im nothing to u now..not even close to a friend from the way u treat me right now.i know,ur love for me is fading...probably it has gone by now..

i just don't understand!!!!!!!after all we have gone through,this is what happened in the end!

HATE MY LIFE!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

what is the right word?

i like to use exactly the right word to convey my thoughts.

today i need the word that means 'for a very long time'
hmmm..let me see.any ideas?let's see...

here are some words that i know -'centuries','ages','a lifetime'
but somehow....nope..not long enough.

how about these - 'a millinnieum' or 'an eon'
nope..still not quite right..hmmm..wat else?

maybe one of these? - 'forever' or 'in perpetuity'
close eh?but not quite it.

these sounds better dont u think?-'eternity' or 'infinity'
still not exactly right

oh yes,here's the word i was looking for
there is nothing quite so long as 'NEVER'

agree??

living with misery...haihz..

Saturday, November 04, 2006

this is the only place for me to tell u that i love u

felt very sad...haihz..tears always seem to appear...i am sad because i can't love u now..='( somehow,i know...u will read this.this is the only way for me to show u and let u know that i alwiz love u..i love u all along..i've sent u a postcard.i hope u will receive it soon.i do not know wat to write to address u..should i call u dear?or i should juz call u by name?haih..sob sob..

tonight,im alone here in my room...flashing back and remember how we loved..it calms my soul and stills my heart.i think back on the years gone by,and i know tat i was blessed...blessed to have u here in my heart.And then I stop and think of you, and wonder where you are...are you standing out beneath the sky? And looking at the stars.we think of all the times gone by, but we do it from separate places.but i know...we are having the same thoughts..arent we?

there can only be juz one u,of that i can be sure...memories that we had still linger fresh and memories that we had alwiz keep us warm at night.
forget the sad times we had...as the heart and soul, need sweet warm thoughts, to help it mend again...and our hearts, we know that our love goes on and on.

i want u to know that as long as u remember the love that we had... u will nvr walk alone...

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop

there are so much things which i want to say to u..but i know,im not in the right place to tell u.however,i really want u to know...='(

i want to tell u that i love u..but can i?i want to tell u tat i miss u..but can i?i want to tell u that i want to be with u and i dowan to break up with u..but can i?haih..love that i want to give to u..but i cant.. ='(

I walked outside and blew kisses into the sky. So one day, you'll be sitting down, or maybe taking a walk, and all of a sudden seemingly out of the blue, you'll stop to think of me, only it will be because those kisses finally found their way to you

After I wake up from dreaming about you, I have the biggest smile on my face. Then it quickly fades away because I realize that it was just a dream and you're not really mine.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

i got tagged!here it goes...

3 hobbies
~eat eat and eat?yummy food!
~ahhh..my bed is telling me that i need to say S L E E P ! =P
~going holidays!

3 things on my to-do list
~study lor..what else?
~aiks...my bed is calling me again!*evil laugh*
~drink water?sick ler..sob sob

3 unique traits
~ready to hear ur problems!!u can share anything with me
~cheer u up!
~u can trust me...

3 favourite drinks
~i have no choice but to like plain water...hehe
~lemonade
~fruit wine

3 passions
~movies and dramas
~M U S I C ! definitely
~collecting teddy bears =)

3 awesome movies
~the lake house
~ spiderman
~walt disney movies..cartoons!!

3 good bands
~bellefire!love em...
~a teens
~westlife

3 things I am anal about
~smokers
~drinkers
~unfaithful guys

3 random guy
~ws *miss u
~ken *stupid fella
~cant think of anyone else

3 bad habits
~lazy
~stubborn
~sensitive

3 painful experiences
~have to be apart from my love one
~having my single life now
~couldnt say "i love u" to you

3 treasured moments
~going to a place i've nvr been
~being with "u"
~moments in school?

3 goals before 30
~get married!!!
~have lots of money!
~round the world!!!i must!

3 favourite desserts
~ice-cream.....yum yum
~jelly
~perhaps puddings

Sunday, October 29, 2006

lost?

..................i've got nothing to say but "i love u" is all i want u to know...

Saturday, October 21, 2006

turning to a new leaf

i realise that im quite sensitive nowadays...what u said is true.i really need to change.It's all because of jealousy.i really need to open my heart and have a positive thinking.u have a very strong will and trust.i want that too...
when there are ppl trying to get me,u stayed calm...however,i would have think that u doesnt care if someone else take me away.another point of view,u stayed calm coz u have trust in me and u know i wouldn't fall for others.
which is which?shrugs...
we shouldn't have doubts in each other whereelse we should have trust and confidence in each other.this is wat i alwiz tell myself ...nevertheless,strong will is very important to achieve our goal.hopefully,u did not forget what is it...

J E A L O U S Y is really a very big prob.can mess up things and can ruin ones relationship.don't u agree?thinking negatively can lead to a ugly conclusion.

dear,i know u are a very good guy,a very good friend and a very good bf.a person who really cherish friendship.i know,frens are very important to u.U are Friendly to people and u will keep in touch with every single fren,either a girl or a guy.It is a good thing to keep in touch with friends and it's one of ur good point.somehow,i get jealous when u are close to girls.i know i shouldn't be and i should be lucky to have such a good bf.i truly appreciate what i have now.muaks.u have been a really good bf!!we have a future to obtain!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

we can make it right

u light up my day...thank u for everything.(not forgetting,those who gave me comments) =)
im relieved,everything is back to normal now.im glad...we are still together until today.i really appreciate what i have now.although we are so far apart,im satisfied as long as i have u.having u is the greatest thing...and love that i had for u is undesribeable.u have always captured my heart..always..
No matter what happens,i hope we can really work things out in the end.this is because u meant alot to me...u know what my heart wants.i never had someone that knows me and understand me like u do...truly love u.i have found what im looking for and i wont let it go.NEVER
forever u and me and that is how it should be
love that felt so strong inside.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

your love is all i wanted

haih...everything has gone.everything has been taken away from me juz like tat.it juz happened within minutes.why didnt u stop me?
i think u got the wrong msg from me.i dont mean that i don trust u or have no confidence in u.Of course i do...
i juz want to know why u act differently?after wat happened...u dont treat me normally or as usual.i felt a difference so tats y i asked u why coz i thought u were still angry of me.unfortunately,this lead to a worse situation...haih.
what difference?first of all,i replied u a very long email and i asked u many things inside..and all u replied was juz a very short one.moreover,i "manja" u inside the mail but i get nothing in return.no response...even when we chat today.i asked u,have u ever wondered what is it that kept us going on?u gave me a cold reply which is dunno.then,i told u it was the sweet memories we had together,those sweet moments and love that we gave to each other that kept us going on.in the end,i dont get any reply from u.all u said was it isnt a question.yes,it isnt a question but u juz dowan to say anything?at all?u wasnt like that!haih...u would have said something that flattered my heart.u would have said something or a response.haih...u changed or me?
i felt something was wrong...i juz wan to know wats wrong and work things out.is that wrong?u said i am sensitive..i admit that i am indeed sensitive but cant u explain to me?i juz wan to know why u have been like this after wat happened.i know what u are going to tell me.u will say "i've alr assure u many times and u juz won trust me" i know u would have say that.i trust u!!i truly do!
u have misunderstand me.u thought that i dont trust u ,u thought i was unsure whether u love me or not... is not what u think!sometimes,i felt some difference and i juz wan to assure everything is alright.i cant juz leave it like this right?even if u are sad...i cant juz leave u like this isnt it?i wan to share everything with u!are u going through stress?i really think u have misunderstand me.im juz being observant??i want to be there for u like no one else before.u are special to me...so maybe im more sensitive in everything?
besides,we are so far apart...haih.if im with u now,we would have settled everything!or this prob will never arise at all.
MY WISHES FOR NOW
~ i dowan to break up with u
~ i want u to wait for me to go over so that i can stay with
u and be with u as long as i can
~i want time to go fast so i can go over to uk and be with u
~ i want u to share everything with me..talk to me...

my life will be meaningless without u...all i wanted is ur love.
one thing which i never get enough is ur love.(u know that)

now,i hope everything will be ok.haih..i really dont know what will happen next.all i can do now is pray hard...i know u very well.once u think negatively,everything will be gone.i almost lost u once and i dowan it to happen again.i've tried how it feels like and it was terrible!i felt like dying...
i really dowan it to happen again...i really hope u will think things again...

i hope u wont leave me...
im sure u know why i put this balloon as a picture.theres a msg written on a paper,tied up with the balloon and we let it go on that very special night.it really meant alot to me...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

feeling glad

reached college...i was nervous as i walked towards the notice board where our results will be pasted there.looking for my name and there is it!77 marks!total disaster...haihz.at least i did not fail.however,was quite disappointed with my marks.anyway,over is over..yipee!!aiksss..don so happy yet coz have more exams to come!val,keep up the good work!hehee..

im glad that me and u are alright now.everything has settled and back to normal...felt relieved and a little bit of joy.why?because i realise that im very lucky to have such a good and understanding bf.i will appreciate u and alwiz love u.u will be so busy nowadays...its ok dear.i will wait for u.mum asked me to try finding work in uk.so if i can find then i can stay with u!cant imagine how wonderful it will be..was talking bout me going there next year.I CANT WAIT TO GO UK AND STAY WITH U!!!!!!!!!!!!so niceeeeeeee..are u excited??I AM!juz imagine..i can be with u everyday!eat with u,sleep with u,have fun together,cook together...do everything together!and.....(u know what)i juz cant wait for the time to come when i can be with u again.then we will stay happily ever after juz like fairy tale!time oh time...faster go!GO GO GO!!!im the luckiest person on earth!!having u is the most wonderful thing in my life!muaaaah!!!!!!!

Monday, October 16, 2006

gloomy day

what a gloomy day i have today...i totally screw up in my test 3!!!arghhhh...it was totally a disaster.all those tricky question...i lost alot of marks.well,result is out tmr.i hope i pass!!even the smartest student juz got 60+ which is cukup makan only.60 was the passing mark.haih.im disappointed with myself.i should have done it better.i was in dilemma choosing the right break point.there was 2 place in my mind and i chose the wrong place!thats the end of everything.0 marks for me.haih..stress..

dear told me that u dunno whether u love me or not.haih.i was really shocked and sad of wat u said.u were unsure.haih.later,dear told me that u was angry that's why u said that.i trust u.i hope it is true...
im sorry for hurting u...it was my fault.
hope our problem is settled and i really love u dear..truly,madly,deeply...
i hope u feel the same way too...

sad..haih..sorry

i dowan to argue with u!!!!!!!!argh!!haih.i really dowan to argue with u!why are we arguing?haih.sorry dear.im just jealous that u are going out with girls!moreover,going to a theme park enjoying with them!i cant imagine,girls hugging u and screaming.will that happen?taking advantage on u?i will kill them i tell u!!!HANDS OFF MY BF!!!
sorry dear...i hope we can settle things together..