The last chapter

I will never forget today in my life.

I never knew you can be so cruel to me until today. U have never treated me this way before, so cold & heartless... it hurts me alot to know that your love for me has faded..did not grow. Or maybe it has all gone like you said... with a period of time where i did not realize at all. Until today, when everything is too late.

I just want you to know that you are the best thing that ever happened in my life. I love your positive attitude and the strength to hang on during our difficult times. Like when we are far apart. We made it! Long distance relationship was nothing... it was amazing how strong our love was together.

I might have told you this a million times..But i want to tell you again, I really do love you with all my heart.

I am sorry for not being the perfect person in your life or how you have expected me to be. I always learn things the hard way. I dont know why. I get upset easily... and i expected you to cheer me up and make out. Unfortunately, the respond i got from you was just you didnt care less. This made me even more upset... it's normal right? Im sorry for all the bad image which i have created unintentionally. I didnt mean it... I was wrong about my feelings come first before the rest. Im sorry and I learnt the hard way again... the hardest way this time...

No matter how much effort i have put in now to fix things, it will not mend our hearts because it has been broken into tiny pieces and it will only hurt more when i try to fix them.

Time flies... we have been together for 7 years and 4 months. Never know we made it this far...

Im thankful & grateful to have you once in my life. I enjoyed every moments we had together, especially in Bali.

I guess, i should stop here... at least for now. I dont want to cry while i blog.

You are a wonderful person. I've lost you today but you will always have a special place in my heart.

Love,
Val