work while travelling, calling it FUN ??

Perhaps study is one thing I could do right now since the economy is getting worse and It will not be getting any better for the next 2 years or so... so what should I study? I have no freaking idea.

Work while travelling, calling it Fun? no way! It is a very stressful job... i dont think I need to go in further details on the job description coz it is NO FUN at all!!! and you wouldn't understand it either... makes "him" don't even bother to boost up my confidence. not helping!

Fun comes when we are on holiday!! NOT WORK! it is totally a different environment and with the responsibilities we carry, we have to be very fit and smart enough. Especially when we land on a foreign country with langguage barrier , likely to be the biggest obstacles! 1 thing which i most afraid of and couldnt avoid. sigh, now.... the country which I hate most and I need to work in early June , CHINA, Shanghai! shieeeettt... Argh!!!!!!!

Happy to be able to make few trips and not happy because I have spent alot of $$$. Sob...

Schedule from Apr 09 :-

• Apr - Jakarta
• May - Bangkok
• Jun - Shanghai ( i hate banyak banyak )
  
• July - Phuket
• Aug - Bali

Hoping and praying hard that my group members are all GOOD & KIND people. please please please be good! TQ!

Gosh, I freaking hate MANDARIN!
HELP!