It was all still so clear, a simple miss call from you get us from smsing each other to a loving couple. Anyway, it is a funny story altogether and i will definately not forget those sweet little things that happened. =)
A simple smile and a stare from you melts my heart totally. I will never forget the first kiss you gave me on the cheek during the PMR exam and it was the first paper, Bahasa Malaysia paper.Gosh, my heart was pounding fast in the exam hall and my mind and soul was wondering somewhere... i couldn't fully concentrate on the question paper. Anyway, i didnt fail my paper.that's all that matters .... =P
The most precious present i had from you was my first birthday when you are still around. To be exact, the only birthday celebration when you are around in Malaysia. Actually, Not even a celebration with you! you just dropped the present for me and you went off.Sigh... Wondering whether do you really love me ....
You asked for seperation in year 2004 and this part of the storyline almost kills me. Heartbroken and helpless.You ignored me and totally shut me off. Anyway, the best part is i have you back.... So the story continues... =P
The toughest year was 2005 when i was in Form 5. Not to mention, the major SPM exam falls on that year. You were all prepared and have the intention to go to the UK to further your degree. i was confused... do not know if i should encourage you or discourage you. it was your choice to decide for your future and it was my choice to stay or not to stay... In the end , you chose to leave Malaysia for UK... leaving me all alone since then until now... sigh.. it was really a painful journey, time to passed when i needed to get used to my new environment, new life without having you around. But no matter what, you will always remain and be a part of my life.It was really tough that year dear...
2006 - 2008 ~ everything went well and i got used to the environment. However, i still cry and i still dont
quite like the feeling seeing you flying off to another place. Perhaps, i still cannot manage to fit myself in this type of lifestyle. I hope i can preservere this relationship...
The best moment i had with you : holiday in penang but also the worst experience =P
The most memorable moment with you : Our first ____
The worst moment : 2004( you know)
Anything else you want me to add up dear?
1 comment:
never endless in fact the things we can list down... so many things.. the stupid of me times in genting year 03/04 so young so stupid dont know wat steps to take..mmm i wonder if u remember..
no doubt that i have not really spent much time with u throughout this relationship because we have been apart from each other for almost 3 years.. but i do have faith that we will get that chance to be together with each other and spend lots of time together physically..
stay strong and have faith dear..lots of love, hugs, and kisses..
truly from the bottom of my heart,
i love you
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