overly excited

Another 16 more hours n a half and u will be stepping in this country again. =) im so happy! finally,i have been patiently waiting for this very moment again.im blogging here because i couldnt sleep...couldnt stop thinking about u.Most of all,i couldnt stop counting down how many more hours till i see u!!
I still can remember clearly,the day u came back last year.u called me when u reached and u told me that u were coming over to see me.i was overly excited and i looked at the mirror for a thousand times!haha.well,coz u havent seen me for almost a year.don laugh! =P then,there u are...standing right in front of the gate.i took the key and opened the door..and did u notice that i cant seem to find the right key to open the door?haha...u pinched my face before even entering my house and after that,u juz hugged me so tightly.i still can recall back how it felt like..so warm and so happy.couldn't stop smiling =) not forgetting,that sweet kiss from u.
Now,i cant stop thinking..how things will be like tmr...will it be the same?hmmm...or perhaps it will be like one of those in the movies??i cant stop thinking about it! how will u look like??looking more matured?im sure u are getting more matured... =) will u say tat i looked the same or i dont? I miss u so much dear.i've been missing those nights where u will sit beside my bed and wait for me to fall asleep before u go home.so sweet of u!
My heart started to beat faster after u gave me a ring juz now..and when u said "im going to see u soon" i almost cried. Have a safe journey back home dear. i do not want any gifts from u and i don't need those..all i need and all i want is JUST YOU to be back home safely.

HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT !

Inside your heaven

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right
It's so amazing
Every time I see you, I'm alive

You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in you eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch
When we love
The stars line up, the wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in you eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way

(I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from)
Wanna be inside
When the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

yesterday, today the same

B O R I N G ! ! ! i cant stand this any longer! i muz roam the world later on. well,i hope things will change when my bf is back.why the time goes so slow when im anxiously waiting for someone to be back?argh..how frustrating..cant u go any faster 'time' ??
anyway,i've decided not to work in kl.it's a good opportunity to learn something but somehow...i juz didnt want to do it.perhaps i juz want to spend all the time i have with my beloved.although i know u will be working...somehow..i juz want to be near u.
i felt so lonely without my friends around especially ronnie, gideon, caleb, and the rest..MISS U GUYS! i guess u guys are enjoying in cameron now. jealousnya...hehe. well, i hope u guys enjoy urself to the fullest! my cousin's birthday is in 2 weeks time..hmmm..what can i do for her?a surprise party? well, reuben have given me some ideas but i juz dono why he wont turn up on that day.i wonder why....
mk's birthday is next sat! ohhhh..noooo...im broke =(

T O D A Y

i woke up at 1230.today is juz like other days..BORING.washed up and went online.no one to chat with today.feeling a little moody coz someone made me upset the night b4.had maggi mee for my lunch which is at 1415.then,finished my job which is laundry.went upstairs and continue to go online.later,got 2 bars of chocs from my friend.THANKS! appreciated it. yipee, chocs!
College called,"got a job for u" network coverage was really bad at that moment.so i have to call back to college tmr.im juz wondering now...should i take that job?sigh... i have juz finished my CV few minutes ago.i think i will take that job.FAR FAR AWAY LAND...
Late evening, took my dinner with my friends and went for a movie "PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN" what can i say? S U P E R B ! however, very sad ending to me.almost cried. ='(
got back home at 0130.Thanks to all my friends that have been keeping me company all this while.bringing me out for movies and meals.AND now....230.i don't know what im doing..nothing.haih. miserable....

pictures

Back from Hong Kong

im so lazy to blog these days.hehe.too much to talk about tat's y im so lazy to actually write it down.especially my trip to hong kong.1 word describe it all, AWESOME! i love DISNEYLAND the most! get to see many disney characters and get to conquer the rides. the performance is definately worth watching.especially THE GOLDEN MICKEY. oh ya..they have 3-D show too."philhar magic" is the show.FANTASTIC! love it! pls don miss the parade too. it's wonderful and u get to see dances and all the characters.CUTE! all in all, i really enjoyed my trip..
enough said... =)


my baby will be back in 5 days time..i cant wait!!! =)

AWESOME ! !

Yup! im back from my short holiday. i went to Taiping and Camerons.stayed at my friend's hse.we really enjoyed ourselves there.first day,we started our journey to taiping late in the evening,530pm.so,we reached there about 10pm.FIUH!such a tiring journey!!anyway,we went for makan before we get back to my friend's lovely home.there were 4 of us.4 GALS! haha.powerful eh?! well,2 friends are still available *wink* (back to the topic) we chatted until late night and my friend's mom joined us for chit chat too.we talked alot of funny stuffs.

second day,we took our breakfast at 1 famous shop in taiping.famous for their noodles.what can i say? YUMMY! then,we proceed our journey to Camerons.took us 2 and a half hours to reached the top.Btw,2 guys were added in our journey to camerons.*my friend's bf and his bro*

the weather was kinda nice.Imagine when cool breeze caress ur skin...isnt it nice?hehe.we went to alot of places like the cactus farm,rose garden,strawberry farm,tea farm...and lots more.Unfortunately,it rained later on.geez! screwed up our mood. so COLD!! anyway, we had a great time there.we bought alot of stuffs..hehe.actually..im the one who bought alot of stuffs *shy* i bought some dried strawberries,rose petals,tomatoes...some cactus too! sorry to those who didnt get any souvenir from me,not enuf to give away. =( due to insufficient cash.

went back to Taiping in the evening and had our dinner before going home.What an exhausted day!

third day, went for breakfast in a coffee shop.they served mouth watering toast bread and varieties of mees. Too bad, we didnt get to taste the toast bread coz SOLD OUT! sad again! nvm..after that,we went to the ZOO! yipee! honestly,it was kinda disappointing as it doesnt impressed me.Still,i prefer the safari in THAILAND! it was awesome! get to hug tigers and leapords.thumbs up for safari in thailand! *wink* In the afternoon,we get to taste the most delicious cendol in Taiping.it was satisfying! with this hot weather,who doesnt want one?! After that,we proceed our journey to the "boring" museum and lake garden.took alot of pictures but some of it are still with my friends.will show ya later! we had home cooked food for our dinner. superb FOOD! thanks aunty. =) oh ya,we went to see lantern exhibition! it is beautiful! u guys should pay a visit.it's definitely worth the money.but don forget,only until END OF JUNE!

fourth day,we started our journey back to Kuala Lumpur in the morning 11am.all in all,nice trip!!

here are some PHOTOS

upset

sighhhhhhhhhhhhh....a very long sigh to start this blog.have been very upset these days.too many things to worry about.first of all,is my result which will be out in no time! will i pass or not?! Then,came this ABACUS trainning...for 1 whole week.everyday from 9am to 5pm..staring at the computer non stop!geez.make my eyes so pain and have to wear that ugly spec now.this training ain't easy after all.we have to learn to book the flight without mistakes and able to PRINT the air ticket out CORRECTLY!! well, we do have exam after that 1 whole week of trainning which i hope it wouldnt turn out to be a disaster.don fail pls! during that 1 whole week of training...we were so frustrated because we couldnt key in the commands correctly into the system and due to that,we couldnt PRINT OUT that air ticket and itinerary.the funny part is,everyone in my row seem to be cursing non stop "pok kai,come out la ticket" "du lan,dowan to do anymore" LOL.and i was sitting rite between this 2 fellas! Gosh,got influenced by this 2 fella.bluek.sorry,i will watch my words!! anyway,this trainning is OVER! Yeah!
Aloha holidays!! will be going to taiping this sat,staying with one of my hsemate and will be going to cameron the next day.CANT WAIT!! anyone want cactus??!! i don really like cactus coz i will try to touch them when i know i shouldnt and the next thing i know..fingers with torns. =(
i will be going to the ZOO! yeah! juz love animals! my fav place is the zoo! NAIVE. lol
coming up next,Hong Kong trip! to Disney Land! will it work anyway? still discussing,no confirmation yet.sighhhhhhh...my dad doesnt want to gimme money to HK.it seems tat i need to dig that pot of gold from my pocket or at the end of the rainbow?? Otherwise,stick to dreamland..no more disney land. sob.. sad case.
The major thing which affect me the most...i guess u know what dear.haihz.i know i have been very stubborn and treated u badly.i am so sorry and i felt bad..Now,u are cheering me up and i know u are trying ur very best to cheer me up...Truly appreciate it and im grateful to have u.i think no other human can ever stand me except u.or u are starting to think twice now?thrice?PLS DONT !
So much frustration these days.throwing my anger and my frustration almost to everyone.im so sorry ppl...and my beloved. =( u can twist my ear if u want.. *puppy eyes*
Every pet owner understands the rewards of having an animal that gives unconditional affection.Not forgetting,humans too which is perhaps ur beloved ones or ur special ones,giving unconditional love.let's go back to the pet..hehe.however,no one has yet explained why the companionship of a pet reduces heart rate and lowers blood pressure,or why we feel much happier and our day is brighten.According to the research,we pay less visits to the doctor!
i believe,our pet is a good companionship.so honey,since u are not around,when can i get my puppy? =P

juz look how fast my dear grows

2006 - 2007

he's a great guy! And he's mine! M I N E !

juz look how long is his hair here!

~ all wet! this is when he came back last year for holiday

~ i juz love this photo! my dear look so charming here! awww....

this is the latest him!!! isnt he adorable? oops...wrong pic.is not him *juz being notti* is juz his snowman

cannot see your face leh... but i saw something obscene leh...

i just love u darling! faster come back!

BEST outing!

~ this is the latest me! cut my hair and highlighted my hair too =)

we are really crazy! having a great time together..taking pics and eating delicious food!we really know how to enjoy..many dramatic scene taken by my frens!lets have a look!

venue : bali paradise

time : 730pm - 11pm

~ look at lay sin!so happy! hehe.this game is really challenging! juz look at the tower!her hair is getting more and more yau yeng!

~ sensored!! lol...triangle love eh? i look horrible here...geez

~ bahagianya lay sin.. don get jealous ya dear... =P

oh well...we had a great time playing games and fooling around! we need to do this AGAIN!

thoughts

Thoughts of u never ends.No matter how wonderful my life now is...there will be an emptiness.i couldnt find the same happiness i had ever since u are gone..i have never been real happy ever since then.my life is so misearable ever since..so lonely..when will this END?sigh...

When will this empty space be filled again?Only u can fill it and only u can make me happy again.

i miss u...im still waiting for u..and i will still wait no matter how long it takes

AgAiN?

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS

[ ]Talked back to a teacher.always.LOL
[ ] Been kicked out of class. i so guai
[ ] Worn pajamas to school. NO
[ ] Had your tooth fall out at school. erm...primary time
[ ] Gotten lost in your school. i have good sense of direction =P
[ ]Broken the dress code in school. rules are meant to be broken
[ ] Completely failed a test. isnt that normal?
[ ] Left class without asking. told ya im a good gal
[ ] Missed a whole week of school. during UPSR trial = due to allergic to med
[ ] Thrown up in school. ahhh...yea..when im sick
[ ] Been beat up at school. i beat ppl got lar

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS

[ ] Argue with your parents a lot. a daily routine!
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot. : he's an idiot
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot. too bad..i dont have 1
[ ] Have your own room. : YUP!
[ ] Do your own laundry : It is my JOB in the house
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while. : only to someone special
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home. : >.<
[ ] Wear pyjamas when you are not going anywhere. : till i pom pom lor
[ ] You sleep in very long. it is a PIG year
[ ] All you do is watch television. : oh yesssss! if only i have the time and the tv alone!
[ ] Your parents are divorced. HELL NOT!
[ ] your family makes you cry alot. only on fire
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you. :last time...used to when i was a little gal
[ ] You can't stand being with your parents TAKE ME AWAY!

FRIEND CONFESSIONS

[ ] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.certain ppl
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends. yes!
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life . not only 1
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you. : nah....
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend. -.-"
[ ] You have memorized a friends phone number. depends who
[ ] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number. no big deal! all i have is a hp(phonebook)
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses. nope
[ ]you love most of your friends. : lurve them!
[ ] You bite your nails. thank god i dont have this habit
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives. i hate sharp things
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed. now that is WEIRD!
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.WEIRD again!
[ ] There is at least one sound you cannot stand. kill those mosquitoes!
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers i wish i could
[ ] You are good at telling lies if it is nessesary but not good in it

LOVE CONFESSIONS

[ ]You currently like someone. i shall say LOVE
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes. sot meh
[ ]You can stay commited for an unusually long time. wat u think?
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily. am not that kind of person
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before. HE DARE?slap him!
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called youself-centered before. dont understand

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS

[ ] You hate George Bush. no comments
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal. AGREE! innocent babies!
[ ] Gay marriage is fine by you. yup
[ ] Boys make better friends than girls do. this i agree!
[ ] The beach is an excellent place for a date. not nessesary...but beach!who doesnt like?
[ ] Pink is an ugly color. : i think it is sweet
[ ] Needles aren't so horrible. they arent...
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal WHAT THE....
[ ]You have plenty of secrets. not gonna tell u!

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS

[ ] Fallen up the stairs. that is scary!
[ ] Someone has tied your shoelaces together. who dares to do that?
[ ] Had a nail fall off. yes..my poor toe nail...
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis ??
[ ] Had surgery No
[ ] Slapped someone across the face. yes..
[ ] Killed someone. swt
[ ] Someone has called you a tease. i smack that fella
[ ] You have been to Europe sadly..no
[ ] You have worn something inside outfor a whole day =P

PEOPLE TO TAG
anyone!

sorry for the late update

sorry ppl for not updating this blog.have been very busy these days with lots of homeworks and not forgetting my major exam is drawing nearer and nearer.

there are so much things tat i want to complain here.haha.first of all,everyday i have to attend class from 10am to 5pm!!every single day!this is driving me nuts!how can any human stand this sort of thing?after class,i will take my dinner and wat do ya think i would do the next thing? REST!after tat,i have to finish my homeworks and not forgetting study as well.exams don seem to stop at all!!argh.it is indeed tiring and it has been a routine ever since last month.another thing is my major exam falls on the 17th march.it's a Happy day and also a scary day.figure it out why.sob sob T.T

Is my dear coming back this year?hmmm..seems like u are confused eh?don worry about it.if u were meant to be back here for summer,u WILL.besides,if u come back...we can go for holiday!
moreover,i will be going over to UK in a few months time.im so excited!!dear mentioned tat how are we to have fun without $$$.u dont need to work ur ass off.hehe.u made it sounds horrible.=p im sorry if u had to because of me.haha!juz kidding.it has always been fun when ever we are together.right dear?money cant buy fun...hmmm..on the second thought,it does but not necessary.we still can have fun without using a single penny!!trust me!im happy as long as im with u!!!thats good enough and tat, money cant buy =)

i will be working as bahasa malaysia&english teacher starting on the 14th.just a temporary teacher for a month or 2.which school?Sekolah Tengku Ampuan Jemaah(STAJ)the worst school i guess..with all the naughty students!i have to be fierce enough to handle them but the thing is...can i?haha.not to mention,this is my first job and i really hope tat it wont turn to be a disaster!!well,an experience to gain!no regrets!!oops,better not speak too soon as i have heard tat a gal before me resigned after the first day in school!she said "i will never get involved in teaching anymore" WOW!this really scares me,a little i guess.i hope i can overcome it.


Valentines day is juz around the corner and i dont have my dear to celebrate with.sob sob.HOW?i will be so lonely and miserable on tat day.sigh..='(

my favourite song by Mcfly

ALL ABOUT YOU
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you
Verse 1:
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you
Chorus:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!
(Guitar solo)
Chorus 2:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about (you)
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
(repeat until end)

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.(I MISS LOW WEI SIONG)
I dont watch TV these days.(no time!how?)
I wear glasses or contact lenses(sometimes..glasses)
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse. (if someone get on my nerves)
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
Im paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (OH YES!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.(how i wish..)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (a naughty one)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.(only eyelashes)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.(BEWARE)
I have a hidden talent.(right dear?)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.(are u nuts?)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (no wonder my phone bills so high la)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (a credit card as christmas pressie?pls..='( hehe)
Enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.(oh yes i do...MANY)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.(how can i possibly live without it?)
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.(did i?)
I've rejected someone before.(LOL)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.( i am now!all thx to NS)
I have a lot to learn.(it is true)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I'm happy at this moment! (ya meh?)
I'm obsessed with guys. (can i darling?)jk
I study for tests most of the time. (scared ma...)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.(can i add?i love guinea pigs,hamsters,puppies...)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.(IT IS MAJOR!)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.(cannot!noooo...)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thing!!!(coz i got ntg better to do)
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.(HELP!)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.(last time)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (*shy*)
I like a person of the same sex.(goodness gracious...NO)
I love being happy.(silly question)
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I stab:
danielle?
dunno who else

thank u my love

thank u my love...

ever since u came in my life,u have become apart of me and not forgetting,apart of u have grown in me.thank u for loving me,ur understanding,thank u for everything and u mean so much to me.
sometimes,i juz cant understand and i cant figure out why i love u so much!but that is the greatest gift of love.there's no reason and u juz need to return the love tat is given to u.besides tat,thank u for giving me the greatest feeling i have ever felt in my life.i promise u dear that i will alwiz cherish this and alwiz love u.thank u for everything u have done for me.i am looking forward to the life we will share together SOON
dear,i am very fortunate to have u in my life and u completes me.please remember and keep in mind tat nothing can ever change my love for u and watever happens i will alwiz love u and u are the only one for me.
once,u told me that if u really love someone then everything will work out juz fine and if we stay strong...we could make it through anything.
i notice tat this is wat true love all about and u know very well that i will be faithful to u..alwiz..so dear,dont have to worry coz my heart belongs to u and u had captured my heart.therefore,i am forever yours.no matter wat bad things happen,i will nvr give up this love.NEVER.
i love u forever dear...thank u so much for all the happiness u have brought into my life ...

do i ever cross your mind?

should i consider myself sad??i have u back in my life...im really glad and happy to have u back.somehow,i felt lack of love from u.haihz.perhaps u are juz too busy...
dunno how to explain to u and i dunno whether i should tell u or not because i know if i do,bad things will happen.which is of course I DONT WANT.
we dont talk much these days,ever since we are back together.moreover,u nvr asked to "see me in webcam anymore" those days,u alwiz want to see me..haihz.
im looking forward to see you and be with u forever n ever...and never part..i love u so so much dear..i truly do..

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life,that word is love

im sorry but it's very painful to treat u as a friend when i really do love u.i don't know how to control myself.it's just too painful this past few weeks...

im glad that all these is over and we are back together again.im happy to have u back in my life.be strong and have faith dear.i will be with u real soon.all u need to do is to have a little patience.can u do tat for me?i will alwiz be with u...and i wont leave u..few more months and i will be with u.hang on!

Its hard to pretend u love someone when u don but its harder to pretend tat u don love someone when u really do...agree?The more u love, the more u lose a part of u.yet u don become less of u are, instead u end up being complete..i felt complete when im with u.*muaks*

HATE MY LIFE

im like a time bomb now...when will i explode?we will see!!because i cant bare living like that..such way!u think im happy right now?u think my life is not lonely now?u think my life is not miserable now?u know wat?i am now..YES!!!!i am lonely,frustrated and miserable NOW!u always asked me not to simply assume..but u DID it!!u assume that i will be much happier now.u are so wrong!

before all these happen...i never felt all these things but now i do!
yeah...u chose this because u thought it would be better for both of us.now,do u think it is?I DON'T THINK SO!

i felt im worthless to u...im nothing to u now..not even close to a friend from the way u treat me right now.i know,ur love for me is fading...probably it has gone by now..

i just don't understand!!!!!!!after all we have gone through,this is what happened in the end!

HATE MY LIFE!

what is the right word?

i like to use exactly the right word to convey my thoughts.

today i need the word that means 'for a very long time'
hmmm..let me see.any ideas?let's see...

here are some words that i know -'centuries','ages','a lifetime'
but somehow....nope..not long enough.

how about these - 'a millinnieum' or 'an eon'
nope..still not quite right..hmmm..wat else?

maybe one of these? - 'forever' or 'in perpetuity'
close eh?but not quite it.

these sounds better dont u think?-'eternity' or 'infinity'
still not exactly right

oh yes,here's the word i was looking for
there is nothing quite so long as 'NEVER'

agree??

living with misery...haihz..